Personal Narrative: My Experience With Chronic Lyme Disease

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Condensing A Year “I hear rumors that I am well. Someone mentioned it to ‘this’ person, ‘this’ person then told ‘that’ person, and finally, ‘that’ person told me that I am doing great. I am flattered people think I am doing so well, but the reality is much less glamorous.” More Than 43,000 Pills Later, October 23rd, 2015. Where do I begin? I’m lying in bed typing, trying to push through the fatigue. I’m exhausted. No. I’m depleted. But that’s often the case with chronic Lyme disease. What can I say that you don’t already know? Somedays are terrible. Somedays are okay. I feel like a broken record sometimes–repeating the same verbiage day in and day out. Three years into treatment and yes, I’m still sick. Although you probably can’t tell …show more content…

That’s how long it took for my liver and kidneys to return to normal functioning. Following this setback, I became angry. I was angry that I was undertaking such an aggressive treatment protocol without the support of knowledgeable, local physicians. I was angry that no matter where I went for healthcare, I was thrust into the role of patient, advocate, and educator in every situation, countlessly having to point out the inaccuracies of testing and the outdated, erroneous treatment guidelines. Lyme disease is serious; in some cases, it’s deadly. I explained to literally every physician I encountered that, while I respected Infectious Disease Specialists, they simply weren’t the experts on tick borne infections. And, I explained to them, if it weren’t for a select group of doctors willing to put their license and careers on the line for patients like me, I would be dead. …show more content…

April 2016-July 2016 For awhile, I was improving with the change up in my medications and the UV treatments. In May, my husband and I took our first plane ride in eight years. We went to Nashville to visit some friends, and while I was nervous about the large quantities of medication I had bring with me, things went pretty smoothly. Well, as smooth as it can go when insomnia strikes and fatigue rages on. However, I came back from the trip feeling like things were finally heading upward–this time for good. I couldn’t believe I had conquered such a huge healing milestone! In June, we adopted a new puppy. For a short time, I was the owner of THREE dogs! The puppy brought new energy into our apartment, and I enjoyed many walks with her through our neighborhood. Sadly, my upswing was short-lived, and I ended up in the emergency room after battling a colitis-type episode for a few days. While that episode resolved, I quickly began heading downhill again. By July, I was no longer seeing benefits from the UVLrx treatments or my medications. The fatigue came back with a vengeance, and I found myself in bed most days...Sound familiar? I’ve been here before, haven’t I. Way too many times before. Sliding backwards is heartbreaking,

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