Contemplating the Worth of College Education

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I have always had full intention of going to college and graduating to make my family proud, but often I find myself wondering if it is even worth it. I always start strong and become lazy and stop trying half way through the semester mostly because I become discouraged. I have high aspirations, but want it all to come easily, which will never happen. I see family members who have not gone to college, in positions of power and then I begin to think that college is just a waste of my time. I understand it will make me a better person and give me more opportunities because that is what I have been told my whole life, but is it worth it? The reason I am in college is not fully for myself. I am in college because I am too scared to disappoint …show more content…

I feel that I am creating better work than I really am and instead of asking for help I just stop trying altogether which is no way to fix the underlying issue. I have a hard time asking for help because I am too stubborn to ask anyone for help with anything in life even if I really need it. It is an issue I have identified yet because of my stubbornness, refuse to ask for help which gets me nowhere and ends up hurting me in my schooling and other areas in life. Another issue with college is funding. While there is financial aid, I am not eligible because of my unwillingness to try in class which lowered my GPA and took away my financial aid. I refuse to appeal this because I realize it is my own fault that I lost my financial help in the first place which leaves me to pay for college on my own. In order to pay for college, I have to work a lot to make enough to pay my $1,350.00 monthly bills plus my schooling fees. In order for me to work a lot, I have to put school on the theoretical backburner in order to focus on work. I am too stubborn to take out loans because I hate owing money to people, but with that I have to go to college in order to be able to make more money. It winds up feeling like a never-ending

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