Speech On The SAME Journey

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Welcome to the group.
I am am so happy you are here.
It gives me great hope to see each and everyone of you.

If you are here like me, you probably are here to learn and ask questions to discover the truth to which God sees things in your (private life) behind closed doors.

Please know that I, as the group owner will never profess to have all the “right” or “wrong” answers.

It is VERY important to know that I am also on a journey to discover the answers. How I will draw my conclusions will be from my own personal experiences, and resources (such as the bible, and pastoral counseling)

I am on the SAME journey as well to find these answers as a new born again Christian.

What I DO know is this-
I was heavily involved in some pretty kinky …show more content…

It was in my soul and I NEVER would have imagined living any other way.

I never would have imagined that the lifestyle I was so educated and passionate about would be REMOVED from my heart by God Himself.

He not only removed it from my heart, but removed it from my marriage and my husbands heart as well. (I defiantly did not ask God to do this, but he did during a period of separation from my husband without my knowledge)

So now that you are here I want you to stop focus less on asking yourself “Is what I am doing right or wrong.”

But ask yourself more of the following questions such as-

Do I have a strong foundation with God?
Have I submitted my life and myself to God?
Does my life and actions align with what God wants to me to …show more content…

However, now that my eyes have been opened (By God) I see my actions in His truth and light.

I see just how much I was sinning. How much it was not okay with God. I am quite honestly still in shock even though I have been forgiven...

Furthermore, I am convinced that if you make an honest attempt to form an even closer relationship with God, and do as I have done by asking God to remove any (free will) and sins that hider from Gods will, you will see a plethora of change in your “taste buds” so to speak.

I dedicated my life to the “scene” , being kinky as all get out and fulfilling MY WILL. I honestly never stopped to ask myself if what I was doing was really HIS WILL. I think in some ways I was selfish because it was so exciting at times. I believe deep down inside I was scared to find the answers (in Gods eyes) because I enjoyed what I was doing so much, that I justified that it couldn’t be bad because it felt good. (How could it be a sin right?)

Now the tables have turned. God turned these tables in a BLINK of an EYE!
Now I am at a new place in my life at Gods buffet, tasting foods I have never tasted before.

It feels great to finally have deep satisfaction and fulfillment. I have found my place of true

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