One Direction Monologue

This world is a ticking time bomb awaiting someone to light a match. On March twenty-fifth I lit one that blew up the world and was talked over many of times. That was the day I decided to leave the number one boy band in the world, One Direction. This influenced the entire universe and some people were understanding, while others decided it was okay to send hate. The fans took it very hard, in the end, I knew it was something I needed to do because I felt trapped. While I was a part of the band I felt as though I could not express myself. That I was constantly chained to doing what others, management, and the boys, wanted me to do. The tabloids needed to know about One Direction, so they always expected me or someone else to do something big and alert the paparazzi, so we could make a headline. The one they wanted me to do was date the Little Mix member, Perrie. This was not horrible because I ended up

Each morning I wake up with the wrong person in my arms and meet up with the wrong friends. It is sad to say that I miss my friends and Perrie in my life. Nothing could ever compare to the people I have lost and if I knew leaving meant losing them I would not have left at all. Now I wake up and must go through life without my family and it hurts, but I smile anyway. People from all over want my life, because I am rich, have a hit single, and I am dating a model. It is all wrong though. I was awoken from my thoughts when the blonde in my arms beings to move. She rolls over till she is facing me and begins to look at me with her tired blue eyes as a smile slowly overtakes her face. I want to pull away because it is not the face I wish to see. No matter how many times I see her face I will never get used to her. I try so hard for us to work but my heart is never where my head is and I refuse to tell her this even though I am leading her