Immigrant's Experience: Growing Up As A Dakota Indians

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: In this writing she tells of her experience being educated in the settler’s schools. She begins with her childhood, using the simple views and raw emotions of a child to show the reality of growing up as a Dakota Indian in a white boarding school away from her family. One of the most significant events she recalls in the second part. All of the children were required to have short hair. This was an ultimate humiliation for her. She says that “only unskilled warriors who were captured had their hair shingled by the enemy. Among our people, short hair was worn by mourners, and shingled hair by cowards!” So she hid. The staff searched all over for her and when they found her they cut off her braids. She says “…[I] heard them gnaw off one of my thick braids. Then I lost my spirit… now I was only one of many little …show more content…

Returning to her family after three years, she found even more isolation, because her family members were unable to relate. She says, “My mother had never gone inside of a schoolhouse, and so she was not capable of comforting her daughter who could read and write. I was …neither a wild Indian nor a tame one.” She felt she didn’t fit in anywhere and cried, but revealing her suffering didn’t help the situation. “After an uncertain solitude, I was suddenly aroused by a loud cry piercing the night. It was my mother's voice wailing among the barren hills which held the bones of buried warriors. She called aloud for her brothers' spirits to support her in her helpless misery. My fingers grew icy cold, as I realized that my unrestrained tears had betrayed my suffering to her, and she was grieving for me.” She continued in her education against her mother’s will, a pain which she leaves unresolved at the end of her

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