Personal Narrative Essay (Mom's POV)

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Mom’s POV “Yes, yes, yes, I will…”, I replied to an anxious client whom to my inconvenience, believed that it was possible to sell her unfinished condo in a matter of 46 minutes. I swept my hair over my shoulder and remembered what I had read online about not succumbing to pressure. Step one-Breathe in, Step two-Breathe out, Step three… As I exhaled the familiar sound of our home phone ringing was enough to give me a migraine. “Mama, mama,” I heard Nate cry. At this point, he had tangled himself into a human pretzel, my legs the center of the winding mess. His hair was static and sticking to my dress pants, but I didn’t mind as I had hardly any time to brush my hair some mornings. Nate continued, “Mama it’s December 12th, and that means it’s …show more content…

I really don’t have time for this, I’ve got to get back to work!” I sat at the kitchen counter, watching Michael comfort Nate, as I calculated the chance that I would meet the real estate agency’s goal. The chance was slim to nothing. My typing quickened, and with each click of the keyboard came a greater sense of stubbornness in me. My eyes left the scene and fixated on my spreadsheet, entering line and line of data. Numbers started spinning in my head. I remembered the day I applied for this job. I had never planned on needing to work after Michael was born. I was glad that my new focus in life would be my young family, and raising my kids to the best of my ability. But when David left, my reality changed. I had to become the money maker of the house. Days spent picking up toy trucks turned into days spent purchasing seven-dollar bus tickets, using the money collected from selling our old Toyota. Coming home to David’s rough beard and angry disposition was no longer a reality, which at least helped a little. I had the entire queen bed to myself. I ended the day by wiping my cherry red lipstick off my lips rather than giving him an obligated kiss after his long day at work. Loving him had become a routine, a sort of forced reality. I knew his anger scared my kids at times, but I didn’t know what to do. I needed David around to support the family. Well, with him gone, it was my …show more content…

I refused to drop another ornament and upset them once more. Putting these thoughts in the back of my mind, I gazed around the room. The tree twinkled and came to life in an array of colors. Michael lifted Nate up and reached for the top of the tree. Nate’s small legs spastically kicked back and forth, as he refused to hang the star. “Mama needs to hang the star!” Nate proclaimed. I knew that this could only lead to more trouble. Hadn’t I ruined enough? I told the boys, “Mama is very occupied right now. If she wants to keep us in this wonderful house, she needs to work.” I switched back to first person, “You guys don’t need me anyway.” Their backs turned away from me as they directed their attention to the glass. They’re only children, they’ll get over it, I concluded. I sipped some of yesterday’s coffee. The phone rang once more. It was time to get back in

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