Personal Essay: My Life During The Civil War

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Everyone thinks that war is terrible, but those who experience first hand know what it is truely like. Soldiers know how it feels to have someone’s blood on their hands; they know the feel of holding a gun. Let me tell you how it feels when you have to end the life of a person you don’t know. It feels like you have the weight of the world crashing down on your shoulders. I do not know why you are are reading this and if I will be dead when you do, but I want you to know that it is not a joke. Everything that I mention in this journal happened to me, a simple man from Vermont, named Robert Gray. This is what happened to me in the Civil War.
Before the war started, I led a simple life. I was a doctor, had a pregnant wife and two kids, and a good sized house. I got to see my brother …show more content…

Seven states; Mississippi, Florida, Alabama, Georgia, Louisiana, and Texas, followed in the pursuit of South Carolina that January of 1861. The south was weary of our new Republican president, and whispers of war could be heard in any building. I thought that war was coming as well. It was obvious to most that the winds were changing. During the month of January, all that I remember thinking about was the safety of my family, especially my son, because I feared that he could be drafted if there was a war. I made the decision to volunteer if asked for the hopes that he would not have to fight. I could tell that I would have to volunteer because I knew there would be war. The South didn’t like us for being anti-slavery, but they were more fearful that they would lose their slaves as it would ruin their economy. Their economy was fragile; based on slaves who worked on plantations and did everything for them. They did not want to be powerless in the economy as they would be without slaves, so they seceded to have their own power under their President Jefferson Davis. All that could come of these events was war, and war did

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