Please Try and Continue to Work with Me
Hey you. We made it. We started in the most cliché of ways too. So many movies, books, and songs are centered around two people that meet in an unexpected way and can’t stop fucking each other. Over a year has past now and nothing much has changed except for our feelings. The type of feelings that fill your being with smiles that last days and dreams that we know will come true.
I have to tell you now my love, just how dark my past is. I need to tell you over time just how often I have given my heart to someone who didn’t even bother looking me in the eye. I’ve given my body and soul to someone who chose to leave me on read. I’ve devoted my time, money, and patience to show someone just how much I was willing to offer and it was taken for granted.
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I am sorry for my untrusting heart that’s protected by a wall of steel. I don’t want to hurt again but I also don’t want us to miss out on something great because of my fears. I’m sorry that I will ask you if you truly care about me. Even when you shower me with endless words, gifts, and loyalty. I will still shiver at the thought of you walking out that door like everyone else has done.
I am a strong woman. I am capable of a great love. I am convinced that this thing between the two of us will last a long ass time. And yet... I am riddled with doubts. Will you stay? Will I change? What if I want to do my own thing for a while? What if you do? What if we hate each other in a few weeks? Months? Years?
What if you decide it’s time for me to go and you do everything in your power to remove me from your life
In loving you, I am slowly learning to love myself, something that has never happened before. I’m always so happy around you, my heart doesn’t feel heavy in your presence. My walls are completely down for you, being so vulnerable is a scary thought, though I know I can fully trust you to be there for me. In the past, I have given pieces of myself to people who did not deserve them, my heart to people who used me, looking for love in shallow places. From the moment I met you, I knew you were different. I could tell that you were a soft and sweet boy that wasn’t only with me for what I could do for you. You showed me that love can be pure and untainted with good intentions. I know I’m not the best girl in the world, but I’m always trying to be the best girl for you, doing my best to make you happy in the small things. My bed has never felt empty with just me in it before, though now when I sleep alone, it feels as though you should be next to me. I crave your warmth. There is no better way to wake up, than to wake up to your sleeping face, the handsome lines and curves of your skin that create the
“Nigga do you think I wanna hear yo’ bullshit ass excuses. You know the rules either you have my money or somebody dies. It's that fucking simple! I don't do this back and forth bullshit.” I swear these niggas think I'm a fucking therapist or a priest or
Today as I have sat here and listened to every last word that you have said I see the amount of damage I have caused you. I promised you so many things and look how many I gave you if I could go back in time and start from scratch I would start with making sure that I drove to see you no matter how much it would have upset my family. There were times that I thought you understood where I was coming from but it is clear to me now that I have broke you down more than I would ever want to imagine. You say that you love me and you care about me more than you have for anyone you say that I changed your life. Only if you realized how much you have changed mine you have made me love myself and be proud of who I am still to this day though we have had some pretty rough times you hold me up.
She’s dead. My sister is dead, and it’s all his fault, Jason. Her fiance. I’ll just say it now, I killed him. He had no idea what was coming, all fingers pointed to him.
Memories shattered, like a broken pearl. All the times we spent is now a smeared blur. However, not all the fault is on me.
"Joel! Joel! Wake up!" Shouted my two five year old siblings, tears flowing from their sad brown eyes. The twins!
I know that I start things between us a lot of the time, but even you know why. You know that it took a lot for me to trust you, but now I do. I am so happy that you are still here with me, being patient, and still by my side. So many people say that I will not make it far in life, but they do not understand me, let alone know me. So many of those people do not know how hard you push me to make something of myself. In the past, I honestly believed that I would not make it anywhere, but now I know that as long as I am happy and still alive, with you by my side I am doing great and can achieve anything.
Some of these individuals end up becoming your best friends, and in your case, life-long partners. During our interactions with these new individuals, we need to realize that whether these relationships are temporary or permanent, we need to manage our behavior. We all have bad habits, different cultures, and a past. Factors such as these, can cause tension in or relationships. However, when we work together to build a strong foundation, our relationship can become stronger and last longer.
You cheated on me and hurt me physically and mentally. And somehow, someway, I still would die for you. I let myself become your puppet as you did what you pleased to me, but yet I was only an “I miss you..” text away. I will never understand how your brain worked, it was a twisted and dark place that should never be seen by anyone. I saw it, I saw all of you.
Being in a relationship, we build particular kind of feelings, which are based on trust, friendship and true love. However, a relationship can give us many feelings which we can’t get from friends or family. A good offers you all the wonderful things of friendship, but with a special closeness and intimacy. A good relationship will teach you to work as a team, and hopefully both people being to...
but I also knew little that the commitment I was making had no money back guarantee, no magic potion, and no formula for success….. yet, I was willing to stand by you, protect you with the belief that with my pure and selfless approach, and with your love, affection and support, we together would beat the odds. But I also knew that our respect for each other, our dreams, and our happiness all depended on me and my and only my handling
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I'm not bitter anymore, I'm just sorry. I'm sorry that you didn't want to be a part of my successes and would rather be my biggest failure. I'm sorry that you chose a life without me in it. I'm sorry that I accomplished so much in the past years and you've heard nothing about it. I'm sorry that you have no right to be proud of me. I'm sorry that you will never be a part of my life again. I'm sorry that I let you hurt me this badly. I'm sorry that I put so much trust and effort into building a relationship that you just didn't want. I'm sorry that I had faith in you. Most of all, I'm sorry that I wasn't good enough for you. I look back on all of the times that we never shared together and I don't get sad anymore. Rather, I get a sense of pride
I can surely say that I won't be able to forget about our love story. You were the most beautiful thing that could ever happen in my life. The most tender feeling I have ever endured. Having you in my life and having the opportunity to meet you brought warmth, love, and passion to my heart and soul. The fact that we decide to go separate ways has filled my heart with coldness, sadness and fear, not knowing if you would ever come back to me and perhaps you would forget me bring tears to my eyes.
I knew someday it would have to end I knew eventually I would have to go back to calling you friend It's killing me that now that day has come If it's for the best then where is this pain from I know deep inside that this is what I had to do but it's breaking my heart to walk away from you I'm trying my best to appear strong but it's hard when part of me says that in your arms is where I belong I still love you with all my heart that's not going to change even though we're apart You were my first love and my first kiss There are so many of our special times I'm going to miss All the words I ever said or wrote still hold true But for now from a distance is where I'll be loving you I think you need me as a friend to help you through because there are things I can't control that are hurting you We both have issues no one knows of neither of us had the strength to be true to our love Maybe we will be together again if it was meant to be but for now please don't stop loving me Even though I'm not your girlfriend I'll still be here With a shoulder to cry on or a sympathetic ear The story of love can be quicker than the blink of an eye But our story of won't love be over until the day that we die Until We Meet Again