Lucy In Jamaica Kincaid's Antigua

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Lucy, the eponymous character of Jamaica Kincaid’s second novel, moves from Antigua to New York not in an arbitrary move, but in a calculated effort to explore her latent queer sexuality and gradually escape the gendered labor of her homeland. By working as an au pair for an upper class white woman named Mariah, Lucy trades birthing labor for domestic labor in a move that initially seems lateral, but serves as a potential gateway to freedom from caretaking that would have been inaccessible in Antigua. Unbridled from her mother, the American Lucy has opportunities to explore her sexuality without being deemed promiscuous, and has the ability to live with a woman she can have intimate relations with. Lucy has continuously disobeyed the performative …show more content…

During most of Lucy’s residence as an au pair to Mariah, the two women are foils: the unassimilated indigenous and the colonizer. Mariah, as dictated by western performativity, is constantly concerned with appearing, acting, and, most concerning to Lucy, smelling “pleasant” (page) . In one of her early interactions with Mariah, Lucy states she has a problem with Mariah because her smell is always “just pleasant,” and states that she instead wishes she “had a powerful odor and would not care if it gave offense” (Kincaid 27). Pleasantness, for Lucy, represents an invisibility that she face when she lived in Antigua, and she contests this prescriptive dictation of female performativity by making her actions loud and noticeable. Lucy does not enjoy the signifiers of femininity that Mariah tries to show her. She does not enjoy the fleeting beauty of youth represented by spring as exemplified in the scene where she tells Mariah she hates daffodils, and her disregard towards spring and beauty are similar. For example, Lucy dislikes Mariah’s friend, Dinah, because of her fixation on beauty because it, “should not matter to a woman, because it was one of those things that would go away-your beauty would go away, and there wouldn’t be anything you could do to bring it back” (Kincaid 57). Similarly, she does not understand how Mariah is somebody who is so easily impacted by the …show more content…

Lucy’s attraction to Peggy possibly stems from her inability to embody the caretaker role, as Peggy explicitly hates children and purposely does not perform self-care to feminine standards. Like Lucy, Peggy acts as a foil to Mariah, who detests her, but can kindly acknowledge the relationship between them, remarking “I guess you like Peggy a lot” when she spends the night (Kincaid 63). The couple shares kisses and a bed when their searches for suitable male partners fails, meaning Peggy cannot find anyone to sexually satiate her, and Peggy repeatedly rejects all possible male partners even though she persistently initiates contact with them. Her persistent rejection of male partners reveals her heterosexuality as a facade, one that she repeated maintains so that Lucy does not understand her attraction to her. Peggy’s proclaimed hypersexuality with males is an act of overcompensation, where she can dissuade homophobic ridicule by portraying herself as the modern, sexually liberated heterosexual. This, ironically, becomes the central aspect of Lucy’s attraction to Peggy; she admires her because she

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