Identity And Belonging In Clare Savage's True Identity

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The character of Clare Savage struggles to attain her identity and to gain the notion of home and belonging. She is torn between her dad’s “whiteness” and her mom’s “blackness.” Clare is of a lighter skin and can be considered white. However, “whiteness” in Jamaica is seen as complicit in terms of class socially and economically (20). Yet, accepting the advantage of having a lighter skin color in Jamaica also meant accepting injustice and social exclusion. Thus, Clare rejects this imposed identity and chooses to be black like what her mother Kitty Savage wanted her to be, which is depicted throughout her migration from Jamaica to America and to England. The novel clearly demonstrates the danger of social construction of “whiteness” because …show more content…

In this essay, I will demonstrate how Clare reclaims her true identity and the sense of belonging through migration to America and England. When Clare is growing up in America, her father, who is committed to be one of the Americans, tells her she is an American (102) and advises her to accept this imposed identity through blending in, self-effacement and invisibility: “the uses of camouflage” (100). This indicates that an identity is imposed to her without her willingness or full acceptance even though she can be regarded as one of the White Americans because of her lighter skin color. In addition, when her uncle writes to her, he never fails to tell that her home is England and not Jamaica (110); She has the opportunity to abandon Jamaica behind her and “by chance he meant light skin” (110). Clare’s sister …show more content…

Clare’s reading of the morning newspaper demonstrates the deciding point of her self-identity. Another significant event in the novel that justifies her self-identity is her confrontation with her dad, Boy. Her father says, “I suppose you have more feelings for niggers than for your own mother” (104). Clare disregards her father’s persuasion that she is white and utters, “My mother was a nigger”, “And so am I” (104). This is the moment where she has finally accepted her own identity that she wanted instead of the imposed identity. She voyages across Europe only to come back to Jamaica: “I returned to this island to mend … to bury … my mother … I returned to this island because there was nowhere else… I could live no longer in borrowed countries, on borrowed time” (192-193). This tells the readers that she has finally accepted who she is and has found the notion of home and belonging. Her ability to embrace her mixed racial heritage, which triggered a sense of alienation and lack of identification with her native Jamaica, American society or England, results into the realization that she can only achieve self-identity and a sense of belonging by means of acknowledging her “black” Jamaican roots. The novel ends by illustrating the identity Clare establishes for herself. She calls herself Jamaican but at the same time having “African, English and Carib” in her (189).

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