I Love Monologue

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I couldn't stop thinking about David and Charlie and the next day I was a nervous wreck. Julia called me, and I could not bring myself to tell her about my breakfast the day before, never mind my dinner and movie plans for the evening. Then she went and did it - she straight out asked me.
“So have you heard from cute Charlie or gorgeous David yet?”
“Yes, I had breakfast with them both yesterday,” I said and waited for her to erupt.
“Seriously? The both of them together.” She said and bit into something crunchy. I could hear her chewing on what I was fairly certain was a carrot. She continued, “That’s a little weird no? Is there any chance they’re gay and are just interested in you as a friend? You know gay men love straight women as friends.” …show more content…

She was chomping and assessing what I had said to her.
“I like them for different reasons,” I said dejected at the prospect of choosing one over the other.
“Girl, you’re in trouble. I don’t even know what to begin to tell you. I guess the best advice I can give you is to follow your heart.”
“That’s the problem; I can’t separate them. I can’t think about one without thinking about the other.” I sighed again.
I had taken to sighing now. I sighed when I thought about my attraction to them, and I sighed in despair at the prospect of having to pick one.
I continued, “And now I have to go away. I have to spend three weeks apart from them which certainly isn’t going to sort any of this out.”
“Annalisa, maybe it’s a good thing you’re going away. Maybe some time away from them will be good. It’ll give you some distance and maybe you’ll find that you miss one more than the other.”
“I just don’t know how the heck this happened. How the hell did I meet two men in one night that would both sweep me off my feet?”
“It’s crazy, especially for you of all people, but I wish I had your first world white girl problems.”
“No Julia, you don’t. I feel like I’m going to be sick.”
“You’re going to be fine. One way or the other it will work itself

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