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Fan Shen’s doubts surrounding the communist regime begin, as he writes, because of an incident that occurs when two factions of the Red Guard confront each other at a University in Beijing. His childhood best friend, Baby Dragon, had contacted his sister who headed one of the conflicting groups, and, as a result, Fan Shen finds himself battling against “Mao’s Vanguards”. After seeing Dragon Sister and her men ransack Li Ling’s house for being too anti-communist, Fan Shen reveres “The United Red Action Committee” and their members as being the most communist group of the Red Guard that he has ever seen, but after the skirmish in the University the group is arrested for being “scheming enemies of the Great Leader.” Despite the fact that this …show more content…

I was beginning to doubt that the Great Leader was as great as I thought; he did not even know his most loyal Red Guards and he arrested them as enemies.” Furthermore, his distrust of the Party was worsened by an event that happened a short time after. His parents, who had been high ranking officials during the initial revolution which established the regime’s control, were arrested on the belief that they had assisted his anti-revolutionary aunt. In reality, they had turned her into the cold despite the fact that she was a member of their family. For two months, Fan Shen was forced to live as an outcast and provide for both his sister and himself. Reflecting on these two months he writes, “ Why [Mao] had to sacrifice the lives of his most devoted followers, who worshipped him like a god, is a puzzle for which I still do not have an answer. But one thing I knew for sure: I no longer cared about the meaningless revolution.” As a result of the torture and degradation of Fan Shen’s most significant communist influences, he loses the illusion that the the Party protects those who are devoted to it, and these instances lead him to understand how his ambition to learn and grow as an individual will make him more of a target than any other naïve follower of the …show more content…

After experiencing 4 years of back-breaking, repetitious labor and starvation in the farm commune, Shen begins working in an aircraft factory. Initially he writes that he is “confident that I would make something out of myself before long and would rise far above the ordinary rank of assembly worker”, but after a series of suspicious deaths including that of his roommate, Bean Sprout, he attempts to escape the mandatory factory work by officially joining the Communist Party. Throughout his experiences in his childhood and at the farm he had learned that he needed to seem fully dedicated to the Red ideology, so he begins to spend almost half of his time writing a pro-communist journal with the sole purpose of the Party officials seeing it. However, his plans to save himself from the dubious factory are ended when he is almost sexually assaulted by the official in charge of his acceptance. Additionally, Fan Shen is sent to prison to testify against his friend, Fountain Pen, but throughout the weeks of prisoner treatment he is able to resist giving up any incriminating information. Unfortunately, his resistance to comply with the officers in the prison does not save his friend’s life, and at the end of his imprisonment he writes, “ It was ironic, I thought later, that I should

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