Diagnostic Essay: Dance Has Always Been My Thing

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Diagnostic Essay
Dance has always been my thing. Anytime someone asks me to share a personal fact about myself, I always say I do dance. I’m not the best out there, but it is my passion, and what I love to spend my free time doing. I spend a lot of time at the studio working to perfect my art; I’m the type of person who wants to be the best at everything I do. So for me learning about dancing is always a work in progress because you can never truly perfect it. Which means I have a hard time believing that I can do it, because I never have it perfected.

Earlier this year I felt like I was stuck and everyone was progressing around me. It was tough, I wanted so much to be one of those people who was always on top, who was always being called …show more content…

During this particular convention, I’m on the side feverishly going over the combo again and again. I’m trying stay positive, not give into the nerves that are slowly consuming me, working their way up my body, telling me that I don’t have what it takes to do this, “You’ll never be good enough;” it’s hard to let these thoughts go but it’s something that I’m working at, not worrying so much about it being perfect, but just knowing that I can go out onto the floor and give it my best. That’s why I keep going over it again and again, to distract myself from the thoughts that threaten to consume my focus. When it’s my turn, I run out there forcing myself to look more confident than I actually am. We do the combo twice and then stand in a line in front of the 5 choreographers, normally they have us stand there for about a minute and then walk back over to the side. However this time they call a number forward, and it’s mine. They tell me something I need to fix and tell me to stay on the floor to perform again with the next group. I do it again and this time afterwards they tell me “I think we’ll be seeing you again in the next round.” True to their word I am called back to dance in the next round. After that round however, I’m not called back again. In the moment I’m pretty disappointed; I worked so hard, they even noticed

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