Analysis Of Love Is A Mix Tape

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The wishful compulsion in the mixtape toward a collective musical totality is therefore perhaps fatally mixed with its tendency toward idealized versions of late twentieth-century history. The personal and cultural nostalgia that has come to characterize the mixtape and the restorative nostalgia that yearns to redeem earlier moments in individual and consumer history, are twin waves that erode the utopian potential of the mixtape, a form that otherwise counterpoises so provocatively the bought and the free, the personal and impersonal, the private and the collective, and the past and the future. Newer technological instantiations of the mixtape may only serve to seduce us through nostalgia into buying more deeply into capitalist phantasmagoria. …show more content…

Sheffield describes falling in love with Renée in language inextricable from the terminology and qualities of cassette technology. Describing his first night in Renée’s room, Sheffield writes, “Melting, touching something hot, something that warps you in drastic and irreversible ways you won’t get to take stock of until it’s too late. I felt myself melting in Renée’s room that night” (63), and “ I could already tell there were things happening deep inside me that were irreversible. Is there any scarier word than ‘irreversible’? It’s a hiss of a word, full of side effects and mutilations” (63). In the first passage, Sheffield goes on to liken his melting feeling to his childhood experience of touching matches to plastic six-pack holders and watching them shrivel and burn. In the second passage, the “hiss” of the word “irreversible” is related to severe tire damage. However, these signifiers slip from their local spindles and spool neatly around the cassette: tape hiss, reversibility, meltability, and even “side effects” are all proper to tapes. But cassette imagery functions most dramatically in Sheffield’s text when Renée dies: “It was irreversible” (144). If love and death are irreversible sides of a tape, then Sheffield wishes for a kind of reversibility that can be imagined through the technology of a reversible tape player: “I count on the music to bring me back—or, more precisely, to bring her forward” (12), he says as he listens to one of her old mixtapes. Sheffield’s wish dream, expressed through cassette technology, is that the living can go back to the past and that the dead can come forward to the present. He wishes that those on Side B could be brought back to Side A and that those who never made it past Side A could somehow be brought forward to Side B. The reversible cassette tape becomes the image of true paradise. The dramatic click of the tape’s volta

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