American History: Separate Pasts by Melton Alonza McLaurin

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While reading through the pages of “Separate Pasts: Growing up in the Segregated South” the author gives many details of his life growing up in the village of Wade. There are several things noticed during the course of this book, one can almost hear McLaurin tell the stories of his past and reading the words I could tell he was at times curious. But there were also times of guilt for the way he was brought up to treat the “blacks” of wade. McLaurin also had respect and sometimes it seemed he was envious of some of the black people he came in contact with. There were also times of depression within his own family. We will revisit some of his stories and reflect on some of the details of his life growing up.
Growing up in the village of Wade, McLaurin speaks about the setting in which he grew up. Wade was a small community of laborers whom of which worked on either farms of at the saw mill. McLaurin’s family did not farm or work at the saw mill and were known to be one of the more affluent families in the village. But he also talks about the times of to me seems like depression. The reason it seems like depression because his grandmother is sent away to the state mental hospital and his grandfather sometimes drank heavily. All of this happened even though his grandfather’s store seemed to do well in the village. Even when McLaurin’s grandmother got out t of the mental hospital his grandfather lived in part of the store that he owned and Miss Alma, McLaurin’s grandmother, and Olivia, McLaurin’s aunt, lived with McLaurin’s father and mother, at the time pregnant with their first child. McLaurin’s grandfather had no desire to rebuild the dream of a family; the store he owned was his life. He didn’t...

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...along the way, he respected and liked being around them and even had a romantic notion. Now things are different in some ways, blacks can hold higher positions in business instead of just be a laborer, for the most part black people in Wade are treated as equals to the white people. McLaurin is talking to an old family friend that still lives in Wade; he asks him how big is the issue of race in Wade now? His friend Allen replies, “Oh, it’s still there. It’s always there, just below the surface, in just about everything.” In the end McLaurin feels anger inside himself because of the separation the segregation caused all those years he was growing up and like his friend Allen said, “It’s still there just below the surface it will always be there. It’s in you and it’s in me, that’s just the way it is.” McLaurin continues to struggle with confronting our separate pasts.

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