Reflective Essay On Ocd

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It all began for me back when I was 10 years old. My excruciating thoughts and mind was slowly and painfully killing me. Coming from a religious family, my obsessive and repetitive thoughts were telling me that I was sinning and needed to constantly pray in order to be forgiven. From the time of being 10 years old up until a few years ago, I was dealing with obsessive compulsive disorder. Unlike most people, my case was far more severe than the average individual with this particular disorder. At the age of 10 that was when I was first diagnosed. My parents had no idea what was wrong with me prior to being diagnosed with the disorder. It was a time for me in my life that was really chaotic; not only for me, but for my parents, too. Prior to being diagnosed, my parents had believed that I was going crazy. My actions were out of control to be blunt. They witnessed me doing these strange rituals/routines that would creep them out. I do not blame my parents as back then, I really was out of control. My disorder was out of control… Moving forward, my parents got so fed up with what was going on that they scheduled an appointment for me at one of the most prestigious hospitals; UCLA. There was a very long process of getting rid of the OCD. Therapy was one of the most grueling processes of the entire ordeal. Over the course of two months, I had went to therapy every single day from 8AM to 1PM. The drive to the therapy session was a whopping 2 hour drive from my home. Driving each and every day to therapy was rough for me. No one wants to drive 2 hours to see a specialist. However, it was necessary in order for me to get better. At that point in my life, my parents and I were willing to try anything if it meant me getting better. After a ... ... middle of paper ... ...l on the disorder makes my life a whole lot easier. I can actually live a normal life now a days as a couple years ago, I could not say that. My life is slowly but surely getting better. I am now also in a special 504 program for my high school regarding my special needs and life in general is becoming more of a pleasure rather than a pain. In present time, I cannot complain as I have control of the disorder. I cannot tell you how good it feels to say that. Years ago, I was teased, made fun of, could not study, or even concentrate for that matter. Now a days, nothing of that is happening anymore. I have a solid set of goals that I am executing on in life. For me, no obstacle is too big or too small. I will do anything necessary to find a way around or over the obstacle. If I can conquer a disorder as seriously as obsessive compulsive disorder, I can conquer anything.

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