Putting The Pieces Of My Life Back Together

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In my search to find the meaning of life, all I have ever found is an incomplete conclusion. I have found that all of nothing means something and that everything happens for a very distinct reason. You may be too blind or too stubborn to realize it at first, but the reasoning can always be found just under the surface. When I fell in love with Sean, he was the only thing that mattered to me. Loving him was the only thing in my life that ever made any sense; I had developed a beautiful subconscious dependence to him. Not realizing it at the time, falling in love with him would change my life forever in more ways than I could have ever foreseen.

I was 16 and my life consisted of good friends, good drugs, and good times. Every night was just another excuse for another party, just another chance for me to take a few ecstasy pills and let go of all my inhibitions. That is how I met Sean; we were both caught up in a world of drugs and parties. Not a very promising way to start out a relationship some might say. But, to me, it did not matter what other people thought. I was having fun and falling in love at the same time, nothing could come between us. For two years we were inseparable, I thought that I had found "the one" and I knew that I wanted to spend the rest of my life with him. My parents may not have liked how fast things were going between Sean and I, but they certainly were not going to tell me that I could not be with him anymore. At least, that is, until he got the both of us thrown in jail.

He had taken me down to Detroit to get a gram, or so I thought. It turned out that he really bought thirty-two grams of marijuana and four crack rocks, and the whole time we were at the house there was a police officer waiting at the corner to pull us over. We were none the wiser though, we hopped back on I-96 and as soon as we came to I-96 and Outer Drive the officer turned on his lights and signaled us to pull over to the side of the expressway.

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