Personal Narrative Essay: The John Muir Trail

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My dad removed a Swiss Army knife from his belt and poised the miniature scissors at the nape of my neck. The snip-snip reverberated sharply against my numb ears. I knelt down at the banks of Evolution Lake and surveyed my reflection on the water: my face was toughened and my appearance starkly different.
With 115 miles of brilliant landscapes behind us, my father and I were halfway finished with the John Muir Trail. The day I had announced I wanted to embark on a twenty-two day trip through the Sierras; my dad laughed and dismissed what he considered a delusional episode. I made lists and itineraries, convinced that a detailed plan would ease all doubts. No amount of preparation could have prepared me for the trials of Mother Nature, though: waking up with aching muscles and then assembling a fifty pound backpack to be worn for ten more miles, fighting for breath at elevation, or existing in a state of uncertainty towards everything from the weather to whether we were even on the …show more content…

I became resentful at myself, my dad, and the all-too-innocent trail for challenging me, as though backpacking was supposed to be a walk in the park. I allowed myself to be a martyr of my own design, absorbing distress with seemingly no control. I was oblivious to the progress I had made and the privilege I was afforded to truly experience nature. I mistook lousy weather and a slowed pace for failure.
And so, naturally, I partook in the ceremony of all misguided girls and let my dad chop off my hair with a multi-tool. Perhaps the thin air or the name Evolution Lake was clouding my judgement, but I felt as though I was evolving, too.
I tossed a lock of hair into the water. I watched the blonde remains drift north feeling comfort that it would eventually float down a stream my boots had already crossed and sail by campsites we had already disassembled. That blonde hair would travel past all the steps I had taken, but was too disillusioned to

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