Personal Narrative: Doubt

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Doubt: to be uncertain about; hesitant to believe. That is the definition of one of the words I hate the most, doubt. Doubt is the rivalry between self-love, living life, and the future. Doubt means something a little different to each person in this world, but many people can relate to a negative connotation with the word. Doubt is a scary thing in this world, but it is apart of life, and without it we would not be grateful for the good tings in this world. My whole life I have had some serious self-confidence issues. They were not as bad in elementary school, but once I hit the teen years my love for myself went straight down the toilet. I doubted who I was. I did not have trust within myself, and that was hard. Imagine living your life every day, waking up, looking into the mirror, and hating what you see. It is not a fun place to be in. I did not only doubt myself, but I doubted everyone who surrounded me. The people who told me “ Faith you are beautiful”, I thought they were all liars, and to this day it is hard for me to believe others. With me doubting in myself, and everyone around me, I really isolated myself. I put my walls up, and those walls were always guarded by full security because I could not let myself slip into loving myself. I ended up in a really dark place. Doubt has been the rivalry …show more content…

A chapter where doubt is not present, a chapter where I love myself, a chapter where I begin to live my life, and a chapter where I do not have fear for the future. Doubt has controlled my life for too long, and it is time for doubt to get out of controlling my life and me. Doubt: to be uncertain about; hesitant to believe. BUT from now on I am going to look at doubt as uncertainty, but uncertainty that I can make certain. Let’s give doubt a look at certainty, and show them doubt cannot get in the way of living the life we are meant to live and

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