Personal Narrative: Creating My Baby

When you are asked what is your purpose, do you draw a blank or can you answer immediately? Some people have experienced events in their lives that have allowed them to know exactly who they are supposed to be. Sometimes it can take many years of trial and error to finally figure out who we are. However, some people will never know why they were truly created. I may still be on the journey of discovery, but one thing is for sure; I know who I will always be no matter what. Mothers are like trees. Women are the trees of life, we create and give. Creating my baby was the best blessing I’ve ever received. June 2015 was the month that changed my life for the greater. I had such a beautiful wedding, the funniest honeymoon, and I found out I was going to be a mommy! The day I found out I went to church and the pastor picked this day to pray over his church and told us to pray about what we needed God to do for us. My husband prayed for his shoulder, and I prayed for a baby. I should have asked for a financial raise, because our prayer were answered a few hours later. I didn’t tell too many people about my pregnancy, not because I was ashamed, but because I didn’t want anyone's sympathy if anything bad was to happen. However, the few that did

When I made it to the hospital, I figured they would just hook me up to the baby Doppler machine and check on him then send me on my way. Well, they told me I needed to be induced because his heart rate wasn’t stable. That day and night was so tough, and physically exhausting. Come to find out I’ve been experiencing labor for the past few days, but my body has difficulty dilating. March 3, 2016 early morning I experienced the worst pain in my life, at this moment I basically said “F” it give me that C-section, because we were getting