My Piano-Personal Narrative

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“C D E. E D C. C D E F. F E D C,” my eight year old voice sang as I practiced playing the piano with my right hand. My fingers were tense and scared. They squirmed like skinny little snakes, trying to listen to their snake charmer. In this case, the snake charmer was my mind, but just like the snakes, my mind was young and unprepared. The keys seemed wrong and foreign. The glossiness of the keys made my sweaty fingers slip. I winced at the sound of the wrong note. I remember looking up at my piano teacher, who smelled strongly of rotten apples. It was my first piano lesson, and I had butterflies in my stomach. They fluttered around trying to be free, trying to escape. “Okay, stop.” She smiled kindly down at me, but no matter how kind she spoke, I felt like I had failed her. It was my first lesson and I sucked. “I am not going to assign you the first song; I want you to work on moving your fingers. Press your thumbs down on a flat surface and run the rest of the fingers down one at a time.” I did what she asked. I worked hard, I practiced. I sat on the piano bench where my feet didn’t touch the floor and I exercised my fingers. I wanted to be good so I worked hard. …show more content…

It festered within me, making me dread that wooden bench I sat upon. I hated practicing every day for thirty minutes; I hated not being as good as Cooper. I begged my mom for me to quit, I begged her to stop forcing me to play. I was miserable and wasn’t good enough. It was a three year long war between me and my mom. Neither of us refused to give in, I didn’t practice the piano, nor she didn’t let me quit. I hated slow songs; I thought they were a waste of time and energy. If I did play, I played fast, perhaps my love for playing fast came with the fact that I didn’t want to be playing at

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