Overcoming My Anxiety

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If you told me four years ago that I was in college, away from home, and thriving, I would not have believed you. My freshman year of high school, I was having a rough time coping with my anxiety. My anxiety became so out of control I refused to go to school, I stopped eating, I could no longer sleep. I was a zombie, I did not laugh, smile, or hang out with my friends anymore. I tried to smile and be content, but nothing worked. I was convinced I was going to be afflicted forever, thankfully there were others who knew the real me was still there. With the help of my mother, getting professional help, and a change of perspective I was able to conquer my anxiety. My family was always there for me, and once I realized this my anxiety finally became manageable. In the past, I had always tried to hide my anxiety from my parents. I alienated everyone who cared about me because I was embarrassed to talk about my anxiety. My anxiety was always over small things that most people would view as unimportant, but these were very real issues to me. When I was having an anxiety attack my …show more content…

The medicine took the edge off of my anxiety, but that just made me able to function, I was not happy. I needed to change my thinking, I began to convince my mind that I was happy and slowly I realized I was getting my spirit back. I began to force myself to go out with my friends, even when I was feeling distressed. I just tried to push the anxiety out of my mind, and distract myself with positive things. I had to stop allowing myself to mope around and become the master of my own thoughts. My anxiety began to dramatically improve once I stopped seeing myself as a victim. When I began to feel anxious I just began to list all the positives in my life. When I started to focus on the positives in my life that is when I saw the most

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