I Love Monologue

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I wish I knew every single reason for why you'd left. I couldn't even begin to form the words to ask you all the questions in my head. I asked you why a week after you'd done it; I know it took so long, I just hadn't let it sink in because I tried to avoid the pain. You couldn't even answer the only text I sent you after you left. All my fingers could type was a simple "Why?" and you didn't even bother to reply. I'm sorry if I got angry and cursed at you. After what you've done, you deserve more than a fuck you. And I deserve an explanation. I deserve answers to the questions that had constantly kept me up at night. Why didn't you ever wrap your arms around me when I'd hug you? Why did you only ever talk to me when there wasn't anybody else around? Why did you only kiss me when it was just the two of us? Why did you keep me waiting all those days you forgot to text me? …show more content…

Did you watch as I began to lose my mind after you told me that you were falling for me but weren't ready for a relationship yet? Did you enjoy sitting there while our world, the world you'd built for me in the beginning, began to crumble all over me? You cared for me, you made me laugh more than I thought I was capable of, you showed yourself to me in ways I thought you couldn't do. You held me tight whenever I'd lose balance, you brought me to your happy place, and you drank with me on the days when I needed

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