Guilt In The Kite Runner

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A Haunting Guilty Past Intro Paragraph In Khaled Hosseini’s The Kite Runner we follow the evolution of a young boy Amir to manhood trying to overcome his guilty past to become a guilt free adult. A young Afghani boy named Amir is overcome with guilt and dismay over a rape that he witnessed involving his best friend. Throughout the entire novel, we witness how this impacted Amir and how it causes him to act very immature. Still to this day he struggles with what he did not do in efforts to stop the rape and comes to terms with what he did. Amir then moves to America and still has issues with coming to the realization that he does not help his best friend and stand up for what he believes in. Amir is fearful of what could have happened if …show more content…

One final opportunity to decide who I was going to be. I could step into that alley, and stand up for Hassan-the way he’d stood up for me all those times in the past- and accept whatever would happen to me. Or I could run. In the end, I ran. I ran because I was a coward. I was afraid of Assef and what he would do to me. I was afraid of getting hurt. That’s what I made myself believe. I actually aspired to cowardice, because the alternative, the real reason I was running, was that Assef was right” (77). In this moment, when Amir is running away from seeing his best friend be raped, Hoseini proves that Amir feels guilty for listening to bad advice from Assef telling him to act like a coward, which allows him to evolve as a human …show more content…

He feels the need to justify his actions as the right thing to do. While Hassan was being raped, Amir was debating whether to help and stand up for Hassan, or to be a bystander. In the end, he chose to protect himself instead of helping his best friend. Amir tries to justify what he did as acceptable, “In the end, I ran. I ran because I was a coward. I was afraid of Assef and what he would do to me. I was afraid of getting hurt. That’s what I made myself believe. I actually aspired to cowardice, because the alternative, the real reason I was running, was that Assef was right” (77). We learn that Amir tries to blame that he did not perform an action on the fact that he was weak and did not want to get hurt both physically and emotionally. Amir has a lot of guilt from what he did not do. Consequently, he blames himself for Hassan’s rape. Amir also talks about himself as a weak person because of the choices he made. This same type of guilt can be seen later in the book when Amir is fleeing the country. Amir and Baba elude from Kabul in order to have a better life in America. “Moments later, we were pulling away...Baba loved the idea of living in America”(125). Amir left Hassan in the Alley to be raped and did not want to jeopardize his safety for someone who had done the same for him. When Amir and Baba left Kabul in order to have a life without much danger,

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