Death Of Indulgence In Hindi Short Story

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The death of indulgence was the moment of my awakening. The nature of indulgence makes human life miserable day and night. I realize that even though a human is mortal; he can gain immortality by avoiding indulgence. Still, why was I devoid of the vision of the Brahman?
Beautiful waves of emotion were rising in my heart. The rejected heart was bathing in the selfless streams of love. The darkness of the night was not making me helpless. I was not scared of the death anymore. I was gradually realizing the greatness of the god and the nothingness of mine. I lost my arrogance. I was looking forward to the freedom from my animal instinct by indulging my life in divine thoughts.
Gautama was my ultimate confusion and Indra was my ultimate infatuation. …show more content…

When will be the divine moment of your arrival?
I have started the trip to make sure I am right to see Rama. I was gradually climbing the seven steps of self-control. I was sure of seeing my dear Rama. I started looking for Rama in the wonderful play of the delightful nature by rejecting my instincts
My conscience was filled with devotion, compassion and love for everyone including enemies. I took the vow from the ever-giving nature. I started painting the tender feet of Rama everywhere. I gave up my shyness and lassitude and concentrated on the pleasantry. How can I ignore the frown of time? How can I make Rama appear whenever I wish? I didn't have that power. I waited patiently for the right moment
I was worried that walking on a burnt down earth will be painful for him. Hence, I cushioned it with my tender essence of my body. I spread the fragrance of my youth all over the path. I know that the earth will be fertile if my body becomes part of it after.
I became a part of the vine hiding the sun by my dense dark hair, assuring his rest under the shade. I offered my breath to the branches, to the flowers which might become a sweat on his beautiful forehead. As vapor I rose to the sky from the earth. I became warm rain drops again thinking that he might need cooler

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