Apology Essay

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Even if you’ve lost your faith in me, let me explain myself one more time; I don’t think you’ll regret it. I’m sorry; Two words that can mean so much or so little yet we still use them and expect the recipient to accept this simple and fairly unattractive apology. In order to use these words correctly, the person apologizing has to explain why they feel sorry, and that’s what I will do in hopes that you will see how I felt and feel about the events that happened between us not so long ago; you deserve an explanation as to why I did what I did and I’ve been hiding from the truth for too long. Sam and I had been friends for 3 years, and we had little moments in time when we flirted with each other but nothing ever became of it. Though I lusted …show more content…

Needless to say, I was ecstatic to be with you and I still feel that being with you was an awesome experience; you helped contribute to the broadening of my horizons in several different areas and you made me feel like the luckiest guy in the world. Around the 3rd month of our relationship, it dawned on me that you and I could be together for a while and I was completely content with that, but a selfish side of me knew that especially after I went to college, I would have never gotten my chance with Sam. I took my …show more content…

The guilt of knowing what I know and not coming clean has followed me for months and has kept me up at night, and it has done that rightfully so. You deserve the best guy in the world and nothing less, and I’m sorry I couldn’t be that person for you; the statement "You never know what you have until it 's gone" resonates with me because it applies perfectly to how I messed up a perfectly good relationship. I realize that you probably don 't care about what I have to say and you have every right to feel that way; i’m just tired of living with this lie and the first person who should be told the truth is you. I want to thank you for reading through this letter; my words may still not mean much but I hope that I’ve given you an insight into why I did what I did(no matter how wrong it was and is). If you have any questions or want me to clarify anything at all, please feel free to text me or give me a call. I wish you the best of luck at the University of Illinois(I know you’ll do well!) and the best of luck in your career as a musician(I can already see your name plastered on posters in theaters around the world) and maybe, just maybe,

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