The Year Of Magical Thinking By Joan Didion

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The Year of Magical Thinking by Joan Didion is a memoir about her husband, John Dunne, who died before her eyes. In her story, she goes in depth about her feelings regarding her life the year after his death and how she attempts to cope with his death. In The Year of Magical Thinking, Joan Didion accentuates the dangers of magical thinking through her wishful thinking, irrational thoughts, and self-reflection. Joan Didion’s wishful thinking gives her hope that her husband will come back even though she knows he is dead. One such instance occurs when she is reminiscing about a conversation she had with John in the car: “‘You were right about Hawaii’” (Didion 82). In this context, Didion was not sure if John meant buying a house in Hawaii, …show more content…

She is able to show how she has come to her senses by showing her ability to identify certain aspects pertaining to the dangers of magical thinking. For example, she recognizes when she is about to fall victim to the vortex effect: “There it was, the vortex” (Didion 110). Despite being able to recognize it, she was unable to avoid it. The vortex effect causes her to spiral further into a depression, making her feel worse than she did before. Multiple times, she mentions how: “Information is control” (Didion 94). Magical thinking is essentially the belief of controlling things with one’s own mind, and it seems as though Didion is asserting control by learning everything she can. She wants to be able to control certain aspects of her life, such as Quintana’s health due to the fact that she had so little control over her husband’s death. She wants to control something in her life in order to feel some sort of stability or independence. In a similar fashion, Didion recalls a moment when John was speaking to a friend, and Didion interprets his statement as: “people who get bad news will eventually get their share of good news” (Didion 173). Magical thinking is the idea of a “what goes around comes around” situation. Didion believes her husband is saying this idea, although he is quick to correct her by saying that it was not what he had intended by the statement. As Didion is looking back on that memory, she realizes how her own flared thinking had misinterpreted the situation and the meaning of his words. Now, she realizes what he had meant, which he said was everyone gets the equal amount of bad news in their

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