Suicidal Depression In Sylvia Plath's The Bell Jar

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Sylvia Plath’s novel, The Bell Jar, described the life of a young lady with mental issues. The difficulties the main character had were similar to suicidal depression. WebMD defines depression as having intense feelings of sadness that last longer than typical. Depression may last for days or weeks at a time and the person feels hopeless and helpless (Goldberg). Suicidal depression is a type of depression in which the person who has this diagnosis feels they want to purposely kill or harm themselves (Goldberg). The main character, Esther Greenwood, had this type of characteristic. Focusing on how to harm herself, Esther’s depression played a large role in the novel. Her everyday life was compounded by the feelings she had with respect …show more content…

Gordon’s hospital after having electroshock therapy, or ECT, also known as electroconvulsive therapy (Mayo Clinic). The light she sees upon receiving the ECT was blue, and she recalls the light she saw when she was shocked by the lamp was blue as well. When discussing the color of the light Esther saw, it can be concluded that the blue color may signify sadness or punishment for doing something wrong. Many times throughout the book, Sylvia Plath uses the color blue to describe situations. Usually the word blue is used when Esther is discussing something that has upset her or caused sadness in her life. When she receives ECT, she states, “I wondered what terrible thing it was that I had done” (Plath143). Esther is also very sad when she discusses her father. Her father died when she was a young girl and she missed him terribly. His death is more of a trigger point for Esther because being with her father is the last time she can recall being happy. Her memory recalls fun times she had and the things he taught her. She also reminisces about what her father might have taught her if he were to have lived. From insects to foreign languages, Esther’s misery in life is tied to her wanting to be with her father and attempting suicide is one way she can come to be with him. The electrical shock of the lamp brings back the memories and may be one reason why Esther is constantly depressed and unable to climb out of the hole she seems to remain in. When Esther visits her father’s gravesite, she sits and cries. Because of her loss, Esther decides to attempt suicide later. Esther leaves a note saying, “I am going for a long walk” (Plath 167). Because of the sorrow she felt regarding her father and the connection with happiness associated when her father was in her life, Esther felt the bottle of pills would arrange circumstances for her to be back in his presence. After taking the pills, she experiences

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