The Perils of Concealing Truth: A Salem Tale

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No, no, no, no, if the court discovers the truth in Proctor’s words; then my reputation will crumble like the dirt beneath my feet. Abigail’s falsehoods and fabrications, and my cover-ups will be uncovered; my name will blacken. My named, that I perjured myself uphold it’s white appearance and to keep myself protected from Proctor’s faction. But if Elizabeth verifies the truth about John and Abigail, I will be exposed! For knowing witchcraft never existed in Salem. For contempt of court and encouraging Abigail’s Fallacies; which proves she really is, as they the town says. They will know that I condoned the killing of innocence; they will know I went against the Ten Commandments. All to save my name, which could be darker, then a raven’s feathers. I will
Rebecca had warned, “there is prodigious danger in the seeking of loose spirits.” (Act 1, pg 22), and I should have listened, instead of trying to save my name. My name that has been burnt by the ambers of deceit. Abigail burnt my name; jeopardising my position in the church with conjuring, and if my enemies had found the truth out; I… I would certainly be thrown out of the church. The town is already wavering from my Guidance and authority and I fear it’s my fault… I… I could never admit this to anyone but maybe my preaching’s were too heavy on the devil and damnation, that they were partly to blame for the hysteria and this obsession. By trying so hard to keep the devil out of this town I let him slip right through my figure tips. I was too caught up in extracting all darkness and sin, that I was blinded. So blinded, I wasn't able to see the rumours were true. Abigail was thrown out of the Proctor’s household for more than incompetence. It’s clear now; she’s fixated with John, a fixation, which cause so much pain. A fixation that I can now safely say makes my blame for this mess fall on Abigail and John

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