Personal Narrative: Into The Woods

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It is interesting how two completely unrelated things find a way of complementing each other, like how the rendition of “Popular” from Wicked I heard as I entered my high school’s auditorium could harmonize so perfectly with the silent screaming in my head. I was a freshman, and I had hopes of auditioning for the fall production of Into The Woods. Upon seeing the blinding spotlights shine on the girl who boldly stood in center stage, entirely alone, in front of a few dozen actors with blank stares, I found myself in a panic. “You do not belong here,” my superego whispered as the girl effortlessly sang another verse. I ordinarily found solace in public speaking and performance, but this audition felt different.“YOU DO NOT BELONG HERE,” my mind screeched as I realized that every auditioner in the room was just as talented as the first. I was out of my league. I crumpled my sheet music as I crumpled under the pressure and quickly left the room. The “Into The Woods Incident,” as I have come to know it, was not just a temporary breakdown, it was part of a larger problem cultivating inside of me. My high school is big, big enough that no matter how hard one tries he will inevitably be forced out of his comfort zone. It is also “big” in that the …show more content…

I went on stage, and with the blazing spotlight on and eyes on me I felt comfortable. I fell in love with performance, even if it was three years too late. That is not to say I have cured my anxiety; it is something I carry with me and it certainly has still led to many missed opportunities, but I have made progress. Through the successes and failures I have made since “the incident” my voice is stronger than the screaming in my

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