Personal Narrative: Cahuilla Culture

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I was born to two indigenous parents of Southern California. My mother is Cahuilla and my father is Luiseno. I was surrounded by the Cahuilla culture my whole life. Although I grew up surrounded by the Cahuilla culture I don’t know a lot about the culture like I should. There have been opportunities to learn more about the Cahuilla culture, however, I neglected those opportunities. I would avoid participating in cultural games, cultural classes, and cultural celebrations. I would try so hard to hide my ethnicity and culture from people because I was too worried about what people would think because of stereotypes. I wanted to avoid the awkward conversations of people assuming indigenous people have loads money, we don't have to pay taxes, we …show more content…

My family and I went to eat lunch at the local community center where everyone from the funeral would also be eating. My mother, my brother, and I sat at a table of five. Since there were two extra seats, Tina and her daughter Faith sat with us. Tina is a tribal elder who is very cultural and fluent in the Cahuilla language. When Tina sat at the table with us she had mentioned that someone was talking Cahuilla with her and that she was so surprised and happy because it is so rare to find anyone who still knows the language. When she stated that, I felt the rush of conviction, again, that I have been trying hide from my whole life. I felt like hiding under a rock because Tina has had a free local Cahuilla language class for many years that I would attend inconsistently, and I never paid attention when I was there. I felt ashamed that I had the honor to learn from a tribal elder and I just ignored it. I always try to ignore people when they mention how I need to be involved in the Cahuilla culture so that I do not feel guilty; however, this day my family and I were mourning over a family elder so by hearing these words of how my culture is dying and I'm a part of the reason made my conviction feel like alcohol being poured over a

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