My Dream
I entered the operating room; the nurse greeted me and wished me luck for the operation. I was wearing a surgical gown. In front of me the patient was lying unconscious and covered. This was my first surgery, and I was nervous. With many thoughts circulating my mind, it was difficult to concentrate. However, I calmed myself down and started the operation by the permission of the anesthesiologist. I do not know what happened next as I woke up in the middle of the dream. I had this dream a few years back before I came to the United States from Bangladesh. The time was an important phase of my life as I was in tenth grade and was preparing for the IGCSE exams. At that time, I also decided what career path I wanted to choose. From
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In school, I was a poor student. I was weak in most of the subjects, especially in math. However, I had a great interest in biology and chemistry, and they are my favorite subjects. In math, I would always get the lowest grade. My results were not good, and often my father would scold me for not doing well at school. Furthermore, my parents would underestimate me by saying that with poor grades I would never make it to a good university to study medicine. Soon I started to realize that my wish to become a doctor was hollow. Becoming a doctor also requires lots of volunteering work, however, with my introverted and shy nature I was never able to make friends, and so I was not enthusiastic to go out alone to volunteer. At this point, I lost all my courage and gave up on the thought to become a doctor and started to look for other career options. Changing career options was not easy. So I began to put my effort on my studies. Then one day I had the dream of performing surgery that was incomplete. That morning I was happy to have the dream that I gathered all my courage to study hard and improve my skills in math. With my teachers and parents help and support I worked hard and got “A” in IGCSE Math exam. Moreover, I also got “As” in the science exams
I dream of myself telling my patient with warmth and contentment that their triple valve replacement was successful. However, when I wake from my fantasy I can hear my dad in his room struggling in his sleep. I have witnessed my father throwing punches into the dark and kicking the blankets off of him trying to defend himself from raiders in his dreams. These small reminders bring back to realizing the sliver of probability that I should not be able to dream, let alone have a pulse as I finish my last homework problem late at night. It is the gift of my life that drives me to fulfilling my dream of solving problems and saving
Even before starting medical school, when people asked what I wanted to specialize in after graduating, I told them internal medicine. During medical school I really enjoyed learning about the various disease, how to treat this, how to manage that. When people asked if I would ever consider surgery, I would reply with “never” and “it’s not for me”.
Everyone dreams, this is a common phenomenon that all humans share; but why people dream, and what people dream about, can be different for each person. The big question is what does a dream mean, and why did I dream it. There are so many different theories of what makes a person dream; some say to organize the brain, to sort of clean it up and out, it may be due to strong emotions or trauma, or dreams can help figure out and solve problems you may be having.
My parents always encouraged me to strive for the best, so when they noticed my mediocre grades and lack of motivation in high school they were not happy with me and always reminded me to be grateful for the opportunities in front of me. Imagine the “when I was your age…” speech on steroids. Truth is I was unmotivated; no subject sparked my interest and the only subject that I had some remote interest in was medicine/healthcare. So when my senior year rolled
I had a difficult time learning in school. I became a few years behind my grade level and my parents considered having me repeat a grade. My learning support teacher worked with me one on one for months and taught me how to study and work hard. I continued working hard and started getting better grades, and soon I became top of my class. I kept studying and strived to get the best possible grades throughout middle school and high school. I looked to challenge myself and took advanced placement classes. I don’t think I would have worked hard in high school, if I had not struggled earlier on, I would most likely be on a completely different life
Seven years ago, when I decided to enter the school of medicine, my dream was to be able to help people, to take responsibility of their health so they can live their lives and achieve their dreams. Having always been fascinated by science, pursuing this interest and practicing medicine became a passion to me.
The motivation to pursue Medicine as a career have been frequently presented as a few typical clichés. Some say “I’ve always known that Medicine was the career for me.” Others say “I was often sick as a child” thus “the hospital was an integral part of my life” while others use the typical “Dr. ________ changed my life and I always wanted to be just like him/ her”. While some these things ring true of my own life experience, there were numerous, sometimes unrelated things, that have influenced my decision and fueled my desire to pursue Medicine. I am particularly drawn to Internal Medicine because of its complex problem solving opportunities, emphasis on team centered adult care, and the never-ending learning opportunities it affords.
For thousands of years humans have experienced a phenomenon which we describe today as dreaming. It has puzzled and sparked interest to all whom experience it. For as long as people have been dreaming, there have been people trying to understand and interpret them. This research paper examines the causation and deeper meaning of dreams. It will compare and contrast the differentiating ideas on the subject by famous psychologists and also examine first-hand accounts from real individuals. The objective of paper is to shed some light on this complex and bizarre behavior.
All in all being a surgeon has been a lifelong dream of mine. As a surgeon you must be prepared for anything every single day of every single year. Some may be able to handle that others might not. Surgeons may arguably have the hardest, most stressful job. They have another person’s life in their hands and that person may live or die based on the actions of that surgeon. The work is tuff, the education is rougher but being able to withstand all that, and fighting each and every day to reach my ultimate goal is well worth it. Once I start I won’t turn back, being a surgeon is what I want to do, since I’ve started highs school I have had my eyes set on this job and giving up isn’t a option. After learning all these things I have, I want to be a surgeon. This job saves lives and being able to do that will make my life worth wild.
I was sometimes slower at completing a written paper or an assignment. In open discussions about material we had just read, things weren’t sticking with me after reading to feel confident to raise my hand and be active with discussions. I would have to search for answers in my memory for some time. Sometimes answers just weren’t retrieved at all. I became frustrated in school often, and eventually developed a negative attitude toward school. I struggled a lot with this because I knew I could do better. Every day I prepared myself for failure because I lacked the tools and strategies that I needed to succeed in school. Granted, I got by, but I could have been a much better student. I earned low B’s and C’s, but should have been A’s.
Throughout our lives we have experienced the activity of dreaming, but have we ever wondered if there was a hidden meaning behind it? We go to sleep, than dream, than wake up and not even remembering the slightest parts of our dreams. After a while we just seem to accept it as a normal thing and not look deeper into it any further. Dreams can be mysterious even frightening because it can change suddenly with unusual elements, but understanding the meaning of our dreams can be very insightful. Like the famous psychologist, Sigmund Freud stated that dreams are a representation of unconscious desires, thoughts, emotions, actions and motivations. I believe that dreams are a road to the unconscious mind and are a way of discovering oneself. Not only do we dream for wish fulfillment, but also to solve problems more effectively in our daily lives.
Throughout my life, I have worked towards one goal which is to become a doctor. Medicine offers the opportunity for me to integrate different scopes of science while trying to improve human life. Medicine has intrigued me throughout all my life because it??s a never ending mystery and every answer has questions, and vice versa. Upon entering my career, I had assumed that professional and financial success would surely bring personal fulfillment. This realization triggered a process of self-searching that led me to medicine. The commitment to provide others with healthcare is a serious decision for anyone. As I examined my interests and goals, however, I underwent a process of personal growth that has propelled me towards a career as a physician. A career in medicine will allow me to integrate thoroughly my passion for science into a public-service framework. Since childhood, I have loved acquiring scientific knowledge, particularly involving biological processes. During my undergraduate studies, I displayed my ability to juggle competing demands while still maintaining my academic focus; I have succeeded at school while volunteering part time, spending time with family and friends, and working part-time. To better serve my expected patient population, I worked over my English and Korean language skills. I have come to discover that a job and even a good income, without another significant purpose, will not bring satisfaction. I planed to utilize my assets, namely my problem- solving affinity, strong work ethic, and interpersonal commitment, to craft a stimulating, personally rewarding career in medicine. I have taken stock of myself, considering my skills, experiences, and goals. I have looked to family and friends, some of whom are doctors, for advice. Because of this self-examination, I have decided to pursue a career in health care. The process has been difficult at times but always illuminating. Throughout it all, I have never lost confidence - the confidence that I will actively absorb all available medical knowledge, forge friendships with fellow students, and emerge from my training as a skilful and caring physician.
As Indian culture perceived doctors or engineers as the most successful professionals, that’s what peer pressure introduced me to and instilled in me to be a doctor. Seeing my elder brother become a doctor, I wanted to follow a different path so I channeled my energies towards becoming a dentist. With my hard work and motivation, I was able to score high in the state entrance exams and secured a position in one of the most reputed dental institution of my state. But my interest and fate had different plans.
Most people have dreams. Big ones or small ones. Even the most successful people had dreams and that is what has made them what they are today. Dreaming is essential for a human being. Without dreams, you will lose interest in life and finally hate to live life. You will be
My admiration and respect for doctors and their noble work is one of my primary reasons for wanting to pursue a career in medicine. That thought came to my mind since I was young. Whenever me and my family members happened to visit the clinic, I felt like the doctor has marvelous magic to take our sickness away. From then on, our primary care doctor has become my role model. Because of that inspiration, I decided to go for a career in Medicine as it involves the unique responsibility of helping and caring people. In addition to possessing that ambition; my hard-work, commitment, sincerity and educational support of my parents helped me got into Medical School after passing the matriculation examination.