I Am Ungit Self Deception

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Lewis shows through Till we have faces, how mercy is given to Orual when God, at last, her eyes are opened to see the truth of her self deception, and how her obsessive love causes her to hurt those whom she professes to care about the most. This mortifying revelation leads Orual to immediately repent of her ways and she is finally redeemed. This novel shows that self deception and obsessive love leads to people hurting those they love.
Lewis introduces us to the seeds that begin to cultivate in Orual, a dissatisfaction within herself and her sense of low self esteem. This insecurity is what leads Orual to an obsessive love towards her younger sister, Redival, who is a beautiful girl with golden blonde hair. Orual feels unloved by her father …show more content…

She has a dream that is inspired by the Divine. The dream is of her and her father digging down deep into the bowels of the earth only to end up uncovering the one thing that she freely admitted to truly despising: it was Ungit. Seeing Ungit, Orual was horrified by the revelation and confrontation with the ugliest of truths, “I am Ungit”. Stephen Schuler interprets the dream as Orual seeing herself as a mother figure to Psyche (302). But this thought would be redundant as Lewis had already stated this about Orual earlier in the novel when Psyche was a baby. Finally, Orual realized that she was Ungit, who had been the god whose lust was for the taste of fresh human blood. She saw herself as a “swollen spider, squat at its center, gorged with men’s stolen lives” (276). For the first time Orual realized the severity of the ultimatum that she had placed on Psyche, the ultimatum that Psyche took upon herself only because of her love for Orual, yet left her with a broken heart because of her now destroyed marriage. Also, she realized how she had worked Bardia to the point of utter exhaustion, draining him of his energy and leaving him as an empty shell for his family. Orual then remembered how she had neglected Fox who gave up himself to be there for her, yet died neglected and

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