Duality In 'Bright And Dark World'

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Traditions and family conventions governed my life. I say governed because this is no longer the case. Church on a Sunday was mandatory as was bible study on a Tuesday. Strict practices formed a prickly hedge around me, shutting me out from my friends, colleagues and everything else that was anomalous to my family’s way of life. I didn’t dare venture out. Religion and God were at the forefront of their lives, and consequently, without question, mine. I wasn’t allowed to explore beyond what I was taught in regards to my religion. I had no complaints then because it was all I knew, all I had. It is for this reason that concept of duality with regards to the “Bright and Dark World” experienced by Emil Sinclair resonates deep within me.
The story of Cain and Abel is generally well known throughout every Christian household. In a nutshell, Cain was labeled the bad guy for murdering his brother out of rage and pure jealousy. In the novel, Demian’s interpretation of this story …show more content…

There was the devout catholic, who I was at home around my parents and church members, and then I was what they would consider a “heathen”, around my friends. It’s not that I engaged in extremely bad behavior and illegal activities but the genres of music or topics of discussion with friends were not in alignment with my church life. As I grew older I had suffered from urges to take a jump into the “Dark World”. When most teenagers were on the verge of adult hood their parents gave them some form of freedom and leeway. I realize now that I was as free as a bird in a cage. Not engaging in certain activities with my friends as forbidden by my parents didn’t affect me much since I knew it was for my own good. This however did nothing to thwart my urges to join them and so my two personas were constantly conflicting. I found myself constantly asking “Who really am

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