Does My Head Look Big In This, By Randa Abdel-Fattah

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The character I plan to write about for my final paper is Amal from Does My Head Look Big in This? written by Randa Abdel-Fattah. Amal is of the Muslim faith and attends high school as an eleventh grader. She makes a huge decision to wear the hijab full time before she starts her school year. Three things that help her get through school and life are the hijab, prayer, and an important holiday to the Muslim faith known as Ramadan. Amal finds a deeper connection with her faith when she begins wearing the hijab as well as when she begins praying. Not only does she connect to her faith, but she also gains confidence, which she realizes may be too much confidence later in the novel. Ramadan really helped her identify with other characters in the …show more content…

Through this conflict, Amal was able to reflect on herself and realize the judgements she was making on other people. This argument went on during Ramadan, which is, “the ninth month of the Muslim year, during which strict fasting is observed from sunrise to sunset” (SOURCE http://www.thefreedictionary.com/Ramadaan). In Shaykh Kabir Helminski 's Naked and Vulnerable on Ramadan, he suggests that fasting has to do with vulnerability. Helminski says, “We expose ourselves to our own emotional state and become more vulnerable and honest with ourselves,” (Naked and Vulnerable). He discusses that when you are fasting, you are exposing yourself to make yourself a better person. If Ramadan is about bettering yourself and identifying your wrongs, it is clear that this main argument occurred during this holiday for a …show more content…

When Amal asks her about this, she replies, “‘You think I no have freedom? I feel free. I have my own house and my own life and I happy,’” (Abdel-Fattah 331). Gulchin get’s tired and tells Amal that if she talks to Leila, to tell her that if she comes back she can go to school and they will not discuss marriage; she is compromising and that is something Amal never thought she would do. At this Amal realizes that, “her love for Leila seems no less than my own mom 's love for me” (Abdel-Fattah 333). Amal recognizes that she only tried to pull Leila and her mother apart instead of trying to see things from Leila’s mother’s perspective and bring them together. No, Amal does not think Leila’s mother was right, but she realizes her own wrongs and knows what to seek forgiveness for. All of this occurs right around Ramadan, and I think that is key because Amal has finally recognized that she was being too judgemental and has taken time to reflect on

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