Jacob I am writing this letter to you in hopes that youll read it with an open mind. Let me start off by saying that I am writing this to you from a very genuine place in my heart. The first time fate brought you into my life I wasnt looking for you, and for once I had been so sure that I was getting into something that was so right, as sure as i was and am about my feelings for you it wasnt that simple. We're left now to pick up the pieces of what should have been or what could have been. As much as i want to be with you i cant force you to be with me. I dont know what fate has in store for me or you and if the words us will ever be uttered again. Recently I havent been acting like myself and i know you havent been acting like yourself. Were …show more content…
Were happy, but were being pushed to our limits constantly. You have the weight of supporting a family of four. Youre stressed, worried. You come home and there are baths to give babies to put to sleep. My body doesnt feel like its mine anymore, I watch the hours go by so slowly while at the same time feel like i dont have enough time to get anything done. I feel like a failure as a mother and a woman so many days. Why can't I handle two kids and have dinner on the table when you get home? I worry that you might wonder the same thing. I am sorry for all the times I argue with you I'm sorry for taking my anger out on you. For yelling and accusing. For assuming the worst in you. In reality Im so thankful for you for waking up early For playing with our children every day. For helping me. For always respecting and supporting my parenting choices. For bending over backwards to give the world to your family. I pushed you away. I took you for granted. I never meant for this to happen, I never wanted to push you away. I love every little piece of you, and I probably always will. I was needy and I kept asking for more, until i sucked you dry. until you heart turned cold. Until you became someone cruel, someone incapable of
The window was cold to the touch. The glass shimmered as the specks of sunlight danced, and Blake stood, peering out. As God put his head to the window, at once, he felt light shining through his soul. Six years old. Age ceased to define him and time ceased to exist. Silence seeped into every crevice of the room, and slowly, as the awe of the vision engulfed him, he felt the gates slowly open. His thoughts grew fluid, unrestrained, and almost chaotic. An untouched imagination had been liberated, and soon, the world around him transformed into one of magnificence and wonder. His childish naivety cloaked the flaws and turbulence of London, and the imagination became, to Blake, the body of God. The darkness lingering in the corners of London slowly became light. Years passed by, slowly fading into wisps of the past, and the blanket of innocence deteriorated as reality blurred the clarity of childhood.
Into The Lush Forest The sun had just kissed the hill, giving warm color to the sky, but I was feeling cold. The excitement in my heart was slowly losing its fire. We were lost and I felt alone, lost in the crowd of trees. A cold crowd perhaps. As the three of us walked slowly through the dense forest, our steps made loud noises - crushing the fallen leaves, and the broken twigs.
Hello Nadine, this email is to follow-up with the message I left on your telephone voice mail. I received a phone call from Elena, who expressed the nursing director Mr. Gordon would not allow her to see the patient in light of the fact that the patient was still being skilled. According to our record, the patient was admitted to Avante of Lake worth on December 1, 2017, the patient was placed on cc December 3, 2017. I talked with Mr. Gordon the DON, who expressed that nobody informed him that the patient was on Vitas. There was a doctor order on their chart to admit the patient to Vitas yet he maintained that nobody spoke with any of the staff at the nursing home regarding the patient admission to Vitas. I inquired as to whether the Vitas
The Smith’s a family of 4 were at their vacation cabin enjoying a beautiful summer day in Salt Lake City, Utah. They had decided to go camping, while they were out gathering wood for a fire they heard a strange noise. It sounded like an elephant and a pig. The oldest girl told her parents what she had heard and they didn't believe her, they thought she was losing her mind. Until the next night while the kids were asleep John and Joanne heard the same noise their oldest daughter Elizabeth had heard the night before they looked out of their tent to find a strange looking creature with the body of a elephant and the head of a pig standing about 20 yards. They didn't want to scare their kids so the next day when the kids woke up John and Joanne
I am sorry for my untrusting heart that’s protected by a wall of steel. I don’t want to hurt again but I also don’t want us to miss out on something great because of my fears. I’m sorry that I will ask you if you truly care about me. Even when you shower me with endless words, gifts, and loyalty. I will still shiver at the thought of you walking out that door like everyone else has done.
Pardon all the times that I have put in words, speech and actions my care towards you. I should have remained silence after the first time you demeaned their value by continuing to be careless. Honestly, I would not ever understand what prompted you to betray my trust and undermine all of my values. All I know, is that beyond your shortcomings, I wish you find the solace to commune with your deficiencies and to value your sufficiencies. To love oneself and another is never to accept to be claimed, used or abused by the ones we love or the ones that said to love us.
I hate you with everything in me. You are the downright most awful, uncaring, and selfish person I know. You broke my heart into a million pieces that still, to this day, I haven’t fixed. I loved you so much, I poured my heart out to you and gave you everything I had. I put your happiness before mine which was the most stupid thing I have ever done.
The Creature That Opened My Eyes Sympathy, anger, hate, and empathy, these are just a few of the emotions that came over me while getting to know and trying to understand the creature created by victor frankenstein in Mary Shelley’s Frankenstein. For the first time I became completely enthralled in a novel and learned to appreciate literature not only for the great stories they tell but also for the affect it could have on someones life as cliché as that might sound, if that weren’t enough it also gave me a greater appreciation and understanding of the idiom “never judge a book by its cover.” As a pimply faced, insecure, loner, and at most times self absorbed sophomore in high school I was never one to put anytime or focus when it came time
I wanted nothing more than to be the best husband, a romantic lover, the most selfless provider, and one day, the world’s best dad. Our relationship wasn’t perfect, but I loved you so much. All those things I wanted to be, I couldn’t imagine with anyone but you. Our life together — it was like Disney World.
I write to you to tell you about my trip across the Atlantic and the experiences of that long trip. The ship was big in size but with all the fellow Christians made for a small living area. Our rations were small and consisted of daily porridge, bread, and stale water. As a sailor on the ship, I had the opportunity to get lost in my work by its repetitive nature. The crew and passengers were getting agitated and we were all looking for a change of scenery.
You are the strongest and most supportive parents I know. You have become more than just my mother and father. You both are my best friend and when I think of you both so many different memories come to mind, memories that will live in my head and heart forever. Mom and Dad, you have inspired me every single day. I am so appreciative for you both and affection you both more than I can ever let you both know.
You took us in as your own. Most importantly I am thankful for you for always being there for my dad. I know I don’t show it as much as I should or communicate it as much but my dad is one of the most important and influential people in my life. I am really glad that he found you. I use to worry about my dad a lot when I was little and growing up just because he was juggling the stress of his career and being a single father.
I have thought about this for a while now. Therefore, after the incident yesterday I decided it would be best if I got this off my chest. I love the two of you with all my heart. Nothing gives me more joy than to see the two of you happy. Happy with, school, job, boyfriends, kids, spending time with each other…life.
I wanted to thank you for making our last and final trip to see Grandma off the most warm, comforting, unifying and healing weekend that it could possibly have been. As I said before, I was preparing emotionally for this weekend like everyone was, and it is always anxiety provoking to know how one will react and interact. We were a family extraordinaire this weekend. That is thanks to the two of you above all. I know that it was hard, but in your usual way, the two of you were welcoming to family and friends and remained happy and joyful in the face of a very trying situation.
Anthony, I thank you for all the fun times we have spent together even if they were short lived. Over the years I have come to the conclusion that you must have been an angel sent by God to help me grieve and become a strong willed woman because no one has ever been able to help me see the light like you could. Clouds of darkness shadowed over me no matter what anyone else would say, but you made me smile with just your presence. You didn't have to say a word; everything was okay when you were beside me.