College Admissions Essay: The Day I Lost Myself

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For years, my life was constantly being defined by the things I couldn't do. Eclipsed by the shadows of political tumult, the constant pressures of life, health and the eternal “what will you do with your life” question, “I can't” started to become this unfortunate slogan. Somehow, somewhere along the way, I lost myself; it's probably one of those things that happen to a few of us that grow up in the shadows, emigrating from the troubles of our country. Despite my amazing, loving family, my identity was somehow being stripped away. I encountered obstacles in high school, but not as complicated as the ones I would encounter in my adult life. For every time I wanted my degree: I couldn't. For every time I wanted that job: I couldn't. Chasing …show more content…

I became more and more passionate with fashion for its artistic value. I became aware of the oversaturated market as some sort of Battle Royale for the next job, reserved mainly for those who had their degrees. Small ounces of confidence were started to be consumed with the reality that Chicago was no place for me to be if I wanted to grow; but leaving was never an …show more content…

What started as a side project, soon started to grow into a potential business. Building new friendships and forging new relationships, I decided I wasn't going to bash what I hated, instead I'd work towards promoting what I love. However, when there is still so much work left to be done, and when one's legitimacy is constantly being questioned, weeds among the wheat can be suffocating. After a three year wait, through DACA, I was finally given a second chance at chasing my dreams. I no longer feel like I have to live among the shadows, fearing being defined by the things I can't do. The slogan is no longer, “I can't” and I no longer have to hesitantly ask “why?”. Instead, I can once again “dream [of] things that never were; and […] say, 'why not?' ”. I realize that I may not be the one to lead the next creative revolution, but I would really like to be a part of anyone who might. I believe that the key to innovation is inspiration, regardless of one's nationality or discipline. I know that the tools imparted by FIT will guide me across boundaries and through a global perspective in education, foster my creativity as I continue embracing and engaging the creative community. The Fashion Business Management program will solidify the foundation in my current efforts of building a brand that can continue to inspire -that's what makes me a perfect candidate for

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