Church Monologue

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Silence echoed from the murky, hollow walls which once hade defined a church. Now though it was a dark and dusty building that I went to, to confess my utter most sins too. At the first glance no one would associate this abandoned building with holiness, yet to me this is still the most sacred place on earth. With heavy steps I walk towards the small and claustrophobic room, the confession room. Usually I know that the Lord will forgive my sins but this time, I am not so sure. My awful heroic action may have cost me my pureness. My relationship to the only true Father that I have ever known. The blood red silk that overhangs from the holy confession room separates me from the outside world. Keeping my guilt at bay is the reason I am here. The intolerable feeling is overtaking my actions of how I react in situations. It is the infuriating reason I had come to a sacred place to confess to the only person who saw what I have done. Slowly my words come out. Stuttering, I am trying to gratify what I have done but only this inadequate sentence comes to mind. “There is nothing worse than what I have done Lord, but I couldn’t just have left her alone. She didn’t deserve it Lord. I hope you will forgive me, for my heroic action that still ended the life of another.” * …show more content…

Step, by step. One foot in front of the other. Anxiety running through my chilled limbs. I wasn’t supposed to be here. My parents forbid it to me when I was small. Yet I am still finding myself standing in the danger of a dark alley. Even the drowning sun was too weak to penetrate through the towering rows of bricks, which were located above me. The empowering darkness that ruled over this place, made be doubt my own judgment, of coming here. Though the curiosity kept me going. It fueled the fire inside of me, to keep walking in deeper. The alley was a place where no one wants to be; however the reason I was there is because I heard a desperate cry wailing for

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