Catherine Monologue

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Damon Salvatore Alex Hershman I tried to forget about her for years, but when she was standing there in front of me, how could I? Only it wasn’t Catherine. Her name was Elena, and she was in love with my brother, the only family I had left. He needed her more than I did. I accepted that Elena wasn’t Cathrine. Catherine wasn’t even Catherine. Not the one I used to know. Elena was a better version. A human version. But she didn’t like me. She couldn’t stand me. No one could. I was there to be the problem that everyone else tried to fix. As hard as I tried to not feel anything for Elena, it didn’t work. Stephan, my little brother, needed her. He isn’t like the rest of us. He can’t drink human blood. It’s kind of like an alcoholic, …show more content…

Elena was like his anchor, so how could I take that away from him? But I needed her too. How selfish of me you might think, but the truth is she wanted me too. I had the ability to make her forget every good thing that i’ve ever done and only remember the bad things. I did it for my brother. I loved her more than I thought was possible. My selfishness would start to show and I would let her remember. Remember the good things too, but I always screwed it up. Somehow, someway I was the monster. I would stop at nothing to protect her, even if that meant killing people, and she hated me for it. She couldn’t be with a monster like me. She wouldn’t do it, but if protecting her meant not getting her, then it was worth it. I didn’t deserve her anyway. She was good, pure. I’ve done terrible, terrible things. I can’t change either. I will always be selfish. I will always do things that benefit me and only me, no matter the consequences. I bring trouble everywhere I go. They would be better off without me. But how could

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