Aza's Relationship With Daisy Character Analysis

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Everyone has some form of a relationship in their life, whether it's with friends, a significant other, parents, or something else, and we can’t deny it. Those relationships can either negative or positive. As Aza is stuck in her mental illness, she doesn’t realize that as she travels through her life, the people she’s with have both a positive and a negative effect on her. Aza is in a relationship with Daisy, both positive and negative. To demonstrate this, in the opening scene, Aza and Daisy are sitting at a lunch table, eating lunch, but as everyone joins in the conversation, Aza’s ever-going spiral tightens, bringing her into the world of c. diff, (stands for Clostridium difficile, an infection that affects your colon) which is the …show more content…

To begin, the relationship between Davis and Aza is key to Aza’s OCD improving, for two reasons. At first, Aza says when talking about Davis, “It’s quite rare to find someone who sees the same world you see,” (Green, 2017, p.9). Davis also has OCD, which is why he sees the same world that Aza sees, but in the process of seeing the same world, Aza can connect to someone who knows what is going on, not just someone who learned about it. This improves her OCD because she is now aware she isn’t the only person who is going through this struggle. She is no longer isolated. The other way Davis improves Aza’s OCD is through the idea that everything has to get worse before it gets better. Aza and Davis hold hands, like any two people dating would, but on Aza’s finger, her weakest spot lays there (her habit of pressing her fingernail into the skin). This is Aza giving up the source of her OCD and surrendering it to Davis. This here shows a positive relationship because Aza is giving him her weaknesses because of the trust they have. But, after this, Aza’s OCD voice kicks in, wreaking havoc over her life because she gave her weakness up. Her OCD fights with her own voice saying that, “Eighty million organisms in me forever calm down permanently altering the microbiome this is not rational you need to do something please this is a fix here please get to a bathroom,” (Green, 2017, p. 153). This is the discussion between Aza and her OCD who has become almost like a second person living inside of her head, developing more when Aza gets closer and closer to Davis. Switching gears, Aza only reconnected with Davis for the fact that both her and Daisy wanted leads to the whereabouts of Russell Pickett to get the prize. This places a severe amount of pressure onto Aza because she has a secret that she is forced to keep to herself, knowing that if she were to tell

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