Clare in Michelle Cliff´s Abeng

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As stated in my previous answer, Michelle Cliff’s novel Abeng is a coming-of-age story and a provocative retelling of the colonial history of Jamaica. The main character in this novel is Clare Savage, who is a light-skinned, twelve-year-old, middle class girl growing up in Jamaica during the 1950s. Throughout the novel, Clare tries to find her own identity and place in culture while also dealing with her gender, sexuality, British imperialism, her race/ethnicity, social class, etc. Abeng is a novel that tells multiple stories within one whole story. Throughout the novel, Clare is faced with many issues regarding how she feels and sees herself in relation to how restricted her society is on gender, race, and social class norms. For the quote above, we are dealing with how Clare’s parents are reacting to her taking the gun and killing Miss Mattie’s bull and the fact that it is unacceptable because she is a female.
One morning, Clare woke up with the intention to go and kill the wild-pig that she knew her boy cousins and uncles had been trying to kill for years. However, that was not what happened. Clare and Zoe saw a guy on her grandmother’s land which freaked her out so she fired the gun in the air, but it turned out that she had just killed Miss Mattie’s bull. By Clare taking the gun, she was trying to prove that she could be like her boy cousins and that she can perform and act the same way the male population can. During Clare’s first years of her life, she had always been denied to partake in certain actions and situations unless it was a female gender norm. She knew she was being objectified by society, her parents and family because she was a woman which made her want to prove to herself and them as a whole that...

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...She fired the gun because she felt as though she was at harm and risk with the man being that close to her and Zoe. Additionally, what right did he have to be on her grandmother’s property; the protection mode kicked in.
Clare struggles with her identity throughout this whole book. She knew how restricted the gender roles and norms were in the society she was growing up in, but that did not stop her. She was determined to gain power and independence because she did not like knowing that other people had power over her when she was just as capable as they were to perform and partake in certain actions. By Clare taking the gun and having the intention to kill the wild pig, she was trying to find her (agency-?) and identity while also challenging patriarchy. However, Clare’s actions made her parents and family question who she was and what she may be becoming.

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