Cholly as the Father that Was Not There in The Bluest Eye

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"Father of mine, tell me where have you been? You know I just closed my eyes, and my whole world disappeared." These are words sung by the singer Art Alexakis of the band Everclear. Alexakis grows up and experiences life without a father to guide him. Although Alexakis becomes a successful musician, he lives his life with a void left by his father. Toni Morrison presents an extreme view of life without a father in The Bluest Eye. His incapability of showing love and feeling are shown through his interaction with those closest to him: his wife and children.

In order to truly understand Cholly's interaction with others, one must see the circumstances of his childhood. Cholly, never having a father figure himself, learns only from negative experiences in his life. A specific event that helped shape his attitude and effect on others was his first sexual experience. When Cholly sees Darlene at his Aunt Jimmy's funeral, his first impression of her is an innocent attraction. As their relationship transpires in a matter of hours, Cholly has his first sexual experience. However, the event becomes flawed when two white men find them in the woods. In his helplessness, Cholly's hatred for the white men becomes a hatred for Darlene.

Cholly, moving faster, looked at Darlene. He hated her. He almost wished he could do it - hard, long, and painfully, he hated her so much. The flashlight wormed its way into his guts and turned the sweet taste of muscadine into rotten fetid bile. He stared at Darlene's hands covering her face in the moon and lamplight. They looked like baby claws. (Morrison 148)

Later, Cholly finds that he has reason to believe that Darlene is pregnant. Left with the impression that his father left soon after he was born, Cholly decides to run away to Macon to find his father. Cholly's impression of his father is validated by the indifference his father showed to him. His father says, "Something wrong with your head? Who told you to come after me?" (Morrison 156) At this point, Cholly feels helpless, confused, and scared. Startled that his father would choose gambling over his own son, Cholly froze in his tracks.

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