Analysis: The Man I Killed By Tony Dokoupil

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“Trauma. It doesn 't eke itself out over time. It doesn 't split itself manageably into bite-sized chunks and distribute it equally throughout your life. Trauma is all or nothing. A tsunami wave of destruction.A tornado of unimaginable awfulness that whooshes into your life - just for one key moment - and wreaks such havoc that, in just an instant, your whole world will never be the same again”(Holly Bourne, The Manifesto on How to be Interesting). In "Moral Injury," Tony Dokoupil explores the guilt, shame, and regret that burdens countless veterans. In "The Man I Killed," when author Tim O 'Brien kills an individual for the first time it traumatized him as a young soldier in Vietnam. This action wreaks havoc within O 'Brien, altering his
“The mystery lies in the effects of the primary blast. Theories range widely: Is it the shock wave’s entry to the brain through the cranial orifices” (page 36). No one truly knows what causes returning soldiers to suffer from PTSD however, when veterans return, they aren’t the same person that left. Going through all of the perpetual hostility and seeing what they have seen is not a painless undertaking. However, the training that the soldiers undergo is not any easier. “ Mild TBI may increase vulnerability to certain psychological disorders, possibly accounting for the high rate of such disorders and even suicide among veterans.” (page 37) With the unbroken tone of explosions and gunshots the brain gradually weakens in ways that dreadfully weaken a person. Shock waves released from a blast impact the brain “For days after the larger explosions, breachers reported dull aches in the chest and back “like someone had punched them” as well as headaches”(page 37). Warfare undoubtedly affects a person mentally and the brain has always been a challenging enigma for the researchers: with all the electrical impulses and biochemical reactions that control an individuals body and mind. PTSD interrupts all the “harmonious interactions among the brains 100 billion cells”(page 43). Hearing a blast affects the harmonious interactions that are in the
The guilt, shame and, regret fills the empty voids that are left within them. When going to war an individual expects to kill someone, although, the physical act of killing another person takes an emotional toll on a person. Various veterans return suffering from PTSD and without a cure. There is no definite cure for PTSD for the reason that everyone 's brain is different and every individual 's case is unique to themselves. “Moral Injury” can be viewed as a representation of what Tim O’Brien encounters in “The Man I Killed.” What David Linley went through changed his life for the worse. He lost his family and was sent to jail for a condition that fighting for his country graciously gave him PTSD. Everything about war causes destruction in every aspect even hearing an explosion can alter an individual 's brain and this is proven in “The Invisible War On the Brain”. Going to war is a serious matter and should not be taken lightly; war is a life changing event that alters an entire person’s life. In these predicaments ,the maze of destruction, known as war is a horrifying atrocity; that afflicts pain and demolishes the lives of the men and women

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