Self Deprecation In The Kite Runner

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Guilt coupled with remorse is debilitating in most individual 's lives. People 's mindsets are completely altered to solely revert back to the action committed. This is explicitly portrayed in Khaled Hosseini 's The Kite Runner as Amir cannot break free of a mind trap imparted upon his thoughts by his past actions concerning Hassan. His eventual liberation is not complete as he will always bear the consequences of his engagements, but he does gain a sense of relief in finality. Comparatively, Tim O 'Brian similarly weaves a comparative story-line in "The Things They Carried" as Lt. Cross is enslaved by the prospect of a young lover across the shores. Ultimately, Cross seeks restoration in his life as he desires to alleviate his remorse by forgetting …show more content…

Self-deprecation is evident from the commencement as Amir begins with, “I became what I am today…” which signifies the lack of self-regard (Hosseini 1). A negative connotation with “who Amir is today” is fashioned from the first line of the novel, eventually progressing to utter contempt for the character himself. Amir elucidates upon his pathetic self-image by explaining how the summation of Baba’s life amounted to “one disappointing son and two suitcases” (Hosseini 124). The ability to separate oneself from one’s actions derives from the process of dehumanization. Guilt overwhelms Amir and the only way to alleviate the pain is to become apathetic to his own life. Comparatively, Lt. Cross separates himself from duties as “he would yell at his men to spread out the column, to keep their eyes open, but then he would slip away into daydreams” (O’Brian 1480). He even separates himself form present situations, thus allowing a separation of mind and body in numerous situations, one example being “Lt. Cross gazed at the tunnel. But he was not there. He was buried with Martha under the white sand at the Jersey shore” (O’Brian 1482). Both characters detach from situations imposed upon them, imagining different outcomes and attempting to abstain from drowning in …show more content…

The redeemed must realize their imperfections,” synonymously conveying the purpose of both The Kite Runner and “The Things They Carried.” Redemption is defined as the act of being saved from sin, error or evil, which serves as the goal of each main character. “There is a way to be good again” serves as the focal sentiment in the life of Amir, connoting hope and aspiration. These emotions arise in order to exhibit that Amir only allows himself to experience emotion when the prospect of redemption is present. The protagonist is tormented by his actions to the point where he simply desires to “end the cycle,” which can be interpreted as a restless abandonment concerning his own wellbeing in order to obtain restoration (Hosseini 227). The torture inflicted upon Amir is eventually assuaged as he embarks upon his journey to save Sohrab, which correspondingly initiates his transformation of mentality. Situational irony is utilized by Hosseini in order to convey this alteration of outlook as Amir places “a fistful of crumpled money under a mattress,” replicating the fateful depart of Hassan and Ali. The strand of irony is intensified in this moment due to the contrast of benevolent and malicious notions. Short after, the appearance of Amir’s mother serves to reflect the good inside the protagonist. Her description strips away the guilt produced from her death during childbirth, allowing Amir to finally

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