A Place To Stand, By Jimmy Santiago Baa

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Jimmy Santiago Baca was born into what seemed a closed net family. He had a mother and father along with siblings. From the outside world looking in, they seemed like the ideal family. The Baca 's even had extended family nearby to help with needs and to keep a close relationship with one another. Although Jimmy 's parents were together for many years, their family did not end up how Jimmy or the siblings wanted it to. A close net family is the first that babies and toddlers learn from. The family is who shows you the first words you learn to speak, how to take your first steps, your first everything. When you love and respect your family members, especially your parents you end up under the same influences and beliefs as them and ultimately …show more content…

He was sentenced to five flat years without the possibility of parole. In prison, he had the same idea about race. He must stick to what this family taught him and stick to the Chicanos. Everybody is prison had the same idea. “Whites sat with whites, blacks with blacks, and Chicanos with Chicanos.” (Baca 114) It was the same thought process of race behind bars. He did just that, throughout his time in jail his close friends were Chicanos and he didn’t trust any other race. Throughout A Place to Stand, race and ethnicity was a core subject that kept coming up throughout the reading. It starts with the fundamentals that his family thoughts and feelings towards other races and ethnicities. Perhaps his faith might have been different if he didn’t have the same beliefs as his father and grandparents. There were several occasions where he questioned if whites were really bad but because of the love he had for his dad, he always stuck to what he knew and not what he …show more content…

It leads him to not know how to love or how to act when he was in a relationship. It leads him to be in bad relationship just like his parents. He was starting to repeat the same environment that his mother and father created for him. He could not tell his girlfriends that he loved them even thought he knew that he did. When he was having an argument with Theresa he admitted he was afraid of intimacy. “I was in love—no, not in love, but possessed with her.” (Baca. 41) He didn’t know about love or how to love. He had even asked Lonnie to marry him but could not tell her that he loved her. His parents only showed him hatred and showed him what they both didn’t want him. He tried to break that chain with his family but he always remembered his parents. He was always having flashbacks to his childhood. Despite all the trouble that his parents put him through, he still had love for them both. His mother never came back for him and his siblings but he did not despite her regardless of her abandonment. He grew up on his own but still respected his parents and always wanted to keep in touch with them even if it never happened. He did not want to grow up in the same environment as them. He wanted a happy home but it never seemed to be granted to

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