What Is Rodya's Sacrifice

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Through out Crime and Punishment, the main character, Rodya, struggles against overwhelming anxiety; after committing a double homicide. This anxiety manifests itself in physical illness from which he slowly recovers. The catalyst for this recovery was Sonya Marmeladov. Sonya makes many sacrifices for characters, including Rodya, despite her own struggles. Sonya reveals the nobility in sacrificial love. The first mention of Sonya Marmeladov’s character is by her alcoholic father, Marmeladov. Marmeladov introduces her when he meets Rodya in a bar and explains to him that his daughter, Sonya, has sold herself into prostitution in order to support their starving family. In doing so, Sonya sacrifices her innocence so she can care for her family financially, which Rodya depicts to her saying, “…you destroyed a life…your own…” (329). While this action is sinful, nobility is not found in sinlessness. Instead, it is found in the recognition of failures and working towards becoming more virtuous. The sacrifices Sonya made, on account …show more content…

To escape his feeling of anxiety, Rodya feels he can either confess or commit suicide. He considers both but ultimately, he has a vision of Sonya and decides to confess. While in prison, Rodya reflects upon this choice by saying: “Was there really such a force in this desire to live, and was so difficult to overcome it? Had Svidrigaliov, who was afraid of death not over come it?” (545). The key difference between Rodya and Svidrigaliov at the end of his life is that Rodya has friends and family who care about him, including Sonya. Rodya understands that his life is worth living because he has Sonya. Sonya’s sacrificial love for Rodya prompts him to make the noble decision to confess. Suicide would have given Rodya an escape from his anxiety with out any longer term suffering. However, on account of this love, he makes the more difficult decision to

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