Lying: A Short Story

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Tuesday, September 23 Sometimes it seems like all I ever do is lie. My mom thinks I'm repressing my feelings about this. I say to her, "No, Mom, I'm not. I think it's really neat. As long as you're happy, I'm happy." Mom says, "I don't think you're being honest with me." Then she hands me this book. She tells me she wants me to write down my feelings in this book, since, she says that I obviously don't feel like I can talk about them with her. She wants me to write down my feelings? Okay, I'll write down my feelings: I CAN'T BELIEVE SHE'S DOING THIS TO ME! Like everybody doesn't already think I'm a freak. I am practically the biggest freak in the ENTIRE SCHOOL. I mean, let's face it: I’m a five foot nine, flat-chested, freshman. How much more …show more content…

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