Esperanza's Search For Identity In The House On Mango Street

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“In English my name means hope. In Spanish it means too many letters. It means sadness, it means waiting. It is like the number nine. A muddy color. It is the Mexican records my father plays on Sunday mornings when he is shaving, songs like sobbing.” (4.1) This quote, to me, embodies every single one of Esperanza’s dilemmas pertaining to identity, which is a reoccurring theme in this coming of age novel. Esperanza considers her name to be a burden, “too many letters”, “a muddy color”. I imagine that she cringes when her name is mispronounced, hating the attention it brings. Early on, Esperanza fails to recognize the beauty of the name that she carries: hope. Her name, Esperanza, connects her directly to her Mexican heritage, which, in her …show more content…

Her desire to be free like the waves in the sea and the clouds in the wind reflect her feeling of entrapment to her setting and her heritage. She wants nothing more than to escape Mango Street, and she connects her search of finding herself to her desire to leave Mango Street, creating a better life for herself than the one she was given. “They always told us that one day we would move into a house, a real house that would be ours for always so we wouldn't have to move each year… Our house would be white with trees around it, a great big yard and grass growing without a fence. This was the house Papa talked about when he held a lottery ticket and this was the house Mama dreamed up in the stories she told us before we went to bed.” (1.4) Esperanza thinks and dreams a lot about what life outside of Mango Street could be for her. As she grows up, she focuses less on being admired by men and more on becoming self made. The idea of winning the lottery was mentioned early on in the novel, and this fantasy symbolizes the hopes and dreams that not only Esperanza has of leaving Mango Street, but that of her family collectively. This emphasizes the desire of being set free from Mango Street, as it is clear that Esperanza is not the only character that is having a difficult time coping with living in the

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