Elyn Saks Research Paper

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Imagine living in a dark and scary world. People are frequently trying to hurt you. Demons speak to you from the shadows. You fear you may kill people with your thoughts. Then imagine you had to step out of the house every day and function like everyone else. How would you accomplish such a thing? Is it even possible? Indeed, while it seems improbable, Elyn Saks shows us that it is not impossible. Saks holds multiple degrees from prestigious universities and has a satisfying career in higher education. She has a close group of friends who cherish her and a husband who accepts her for who she is. Not only is Elyn Saks a woman with schizophrenia functioning in the world, she is functioning perhaps better than most. How has she accomplished this seemingly implausible feat? Certainly finding her way wasn’t easy. Saks spent many years denying her mental illness and on many occasions her stubborn denial was almost her undoing. She wrongly thought that if she just fought hard enough, the invasive thoughts and terrifying feelings would go away. However, this determined streak which was at times so detrimental has also contributed her salvation. Her world, her ‘center’, which she has fashioned for herself is a resilient patchwork held together by her …show more content…

There have been many psychoanalysts in her world but perhaps none as impactful as her first, Mrs. Jones. With Mrs. Jones, Saks was, for the first time, able to let her demons out in a safe and controlled environment to then have them interpreted back to her in a way that made sense. “Me: ‘I am in control. I control the world. The world is at my whim. I control the world and everything in it.’ Mrs. Jones: ‘You want to feel in control because in fact you feel so helpless.’” (Saks, 2007, p.

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