Creative Writing: The Absence Of Masks

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The sky was gray again today. It matched the dull buildings surrounding a dull courtyard. The absence of the clouds forewarned the absence of feeling during the day. For I felt nothing. I knew nothing. Feared nothing. I feared not the government that forced the mask on our faces every morning, nor the fierce punishments they handed out daily. They meant nothing. The reality was that nothing mattered. Not this mask that I held in my hand, or the ticket I got for going over the speed limit last week, or even that underneath the layer of iron forced on my face every morning I was beautiful. It did not matter. Disguises, reprimands, beauty. It all ends. As even this day will. This life will. It went by in a blur, the time I mean. I could barely …show more content…

I could not remember my favorite music, or what my mom called me when she was angry with me. I could not remember life before I had to change into someone I was not. They said that we could always take it off at night, and it would not change us. But it did. It infected us with a interminable disease that slowly corrupted its victims in the worst way possible. It ate at our memories and thoughts and feelings until we were only shells of human beings. It filled us with a potent poison that caused us to do things that no one could call for. This parasite ate at us until there was no cure, no relief, no ending. We were trapped in a cage of our own bone and flesh. So when they said that it would not harm us, we believed them, because they were supposed to help us. We were both …show more content…

The bell rang overhead as I made my way into the empty store. “Fihla, it's your shift.” I nodded towards the sound, and walked to the cash register. My shift was two hours, and the store was only open for five a day. I made twice as much as any other employee, for I had worked there for many years. I had worked here before I wore a mask, and after. The store used to be a place people went for gifts for people they loved. I smiled and nodded at those people, hoping that someday there would be someone who loved me enough to do that. I was naive. I did not need anyone then or now. The only thing people will do for you is try to break you. And once they do then they mold you into their perfect little doll, unable to do any harm or to even speak your own mind. An impossibly cruel tactic, but an effective one. But with no feelings, comes no responsibility. I would not care if I broke someone. I do not care that I am stealing money daily from the cash register. I would not care if I got caught. I was not responsible. I did not

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